I had a bad dream again...

Anyway, belated happy birthday to Jesus Christ...

Happy New Year later...

And, uh... I have a lot of things to do... Argh...

New Year.... But somethings never change...

This terrifies me
Every single part
They are burning and fearing
All at the same time

It doesn't stop
This plague I'm experiencing
It's all too overwhelming
I think I'm drowning

The worst part is not over
I just saw a prelude
My dreams, could they really tell
Or is it just my mind playing

The hardest part?
I might say goodbye
Without even beginning to tell
what I truly feel inside

But maybe its better
Or, it really IS best this way
So, that dream won't come true
Because I really won't let it

LORD, take this fear from me
Its just, well, too much
Its a little 'too' of everything
Too scary, too confusing, too complicated

What happens next?
What'll I do?
What could become of me?
Who am I right now?
I don't know.

Another 4 day vacay, and I still am not productive. Well, except for the good news of renewing my commitment to HIM, my saviour.

Anyway, this is so typical of me. Laying around like a pig, eating, and sleeping. Watching tv all day. Argh... I just hate this...

I loved that Candice is out of Survivor. I don't like her. And, the tribal council is like the worst tribal council ever! All of them are illogical, irrational, and stupid. Argh... I hope that Yul and Ozzy are in the final two. Or, Yul and Becky. Actually, I just like Yul to win this season. He's smart and played the game well. I am just happy that Candice got voted out.

Of all the reality shows that I am watching right now, Survivor is the only show that jived with what I wanted to happen. Did that make sense?

Okay.

I have my Starbucks organizer. Woohoo... After all 21 fraps! Finally!