tinatamad talaga ako. dapat kasi gagawa ako ng mg letters na ipamimigay ko pero dalawang letters pa lang ang nagagawa ko. hindi naman yun mahaba. may kakaibang hangin talaga ang summer. parang hangin ng katamaran. hay...

napanood ko ulit ang lion king kagabi. wala lang. umiyak na naman ako. ang dami ng cartoons ang nakapag-paiyak sa akin. grabe noh! ang babaw ng luha ko! sobra! grabe talaga.

hindi ako pupunta sa play ngayon for the simple reason na tinatamad ako. ang dami ko ngang gustong gawin ngayon eh kaya lang masmasarap matulog at manood ng tv. umm... tapos na naman ang gilmore girls. excited na ako sa holy week. may marathon ng 7th heaven. hehe. ang sarap manood ng american idol. hehe.

wala akong magawa.

GOD Bless

pinagalitan na naman kami ni maam agravante at ni sir bangayan. (bakit ko ba sila pinag-aaksayahan ng space sa blog ko?) nakakairita! sabi nila last wednesday na whole day intrams ngayon pero biglang papaakyatin kami sa audi para mag-practice! peste!

intrams.

first game ang moseley boys at newton boys. kampi ako sa moseley dahil kay ahem. at ahem. pero sayang at natalo sila. faraday girls vs townes girls. kampi ako sa faraday pero natalo sila. faraday boys vs townes boys. kampi ako sa faraday at nanalo sila. newton girls vs townes girls. neutral ako. talo ang newton pero may reklamo sila. kasi itong si ricky boy ay linesman. tapos tumira si preecess. sabi ni ricky boy ay 'out' yung ball. pero mas marami ang nagsasabi na 'in ' yung bola. ngayon, magpapa-rematch sila. sa tingin ko ay dapat na lang ituloy yung third set. di ba?

thought. bakit ganun? parang maraming kampi sa newton dahil na dehado sila at parang okay lang na magparematch sila... pero nung ang roentgen ay magpaparematch vs lawrence ay parang walang kampi sa amin gayong kami ang dehado? grabe noh? kaiba...

si maam carlos ngayon parang iba. kairita siya ngayon. ang dami niyang reklamo. ayaw niya ng maingay. pero hello?!?! ang hirap kaya i-contain ang iyong emotions lalo na sa mga ganitong events! tapos sinabihan pa daw niya na sana matalo ang faraday kasi ang dami nilang kaartehan sa paglalaro. hello!?!? parang its none of our business na di ba? kasi style nila yun. malay mo dahil sa style na yun ay maaari silang manalo o matalo. grabeh...

gosh!

ang dami ko ng namimiss! as in! mga euclid boys and girls (si rengel)... urey boys and girls... darwin boys and girls...

nalaman ko si anne public health din... yipee! may kakilala na ako!

hayy... paos ako ngayon...

miguel --- congrats! VALEDICTORIAN!
glaiza --- congrats din!
jamie --- congrats!
jade --- congrats!

sino pa ba? basta congrats sa inyo!

GOD Bless us all....

what happened today?

well, i woke up at around 4 o'clock because i need to look for my sister's assignment in the net. then i ate my breakfast. i went to sleep again then i woke up at 9 o'clock. i fixed myself and off i go. i went to quiapo church. i bought food at mcdonalds. went to masci. took the nsat. (english -- fine ; science -- out of this world ; math -- okay) after that, i went to kfc with erick and ate. went home. talked to ej at the fone. discovered a lot of things. pretty boring day.

i just can't believe how 500 pesos run through my fingers. well, to start... 70 pesos for my takeout in mcdo... 150 pesos for paluwagan... 120 for the pictures... 80 for my kfc... 20 pesos for my transportation... 20 pesos for my sister's food... 70+150+120+80+20+20= well, based on my calculations its 460... gosh... 40 pesos... how can i live with that? i still have a lot of things to buy... stationeries, giftsy thingy, box from papemelrotti or tickles, bookmarks, the notebook part ii by nicholas sparks, a filipino book -- too many to mention...

what is it with money? sheesh... sana may magpadala ng pera sa akin...

LORD, thank you for everything...

Argh... That Agravante is impossible.

First of all, I would like to say sorry to all the Newton peeps. Maybe, if you were the ones who sang first, these wouldn't happen. Sorry to the other sections, if by any means we offended you because of what happened.

Its not OUR fault. That Agravante (a.k.a. troso) is so not from earth. She's from outerspace and she's pushing herself to where she doesn't belong. Puh-leez... If you are tired teaching us, heck, we don't care. We are also tired of YOU. FYI, I don't think that you earned OUR respect. You are so... You are so not like a teacher - a music teacher, for this matter. You keep on pestering us. In return, we do the same. You won't clear us. As if! Damn you! FYI, you should be somehow grateful to US because at least, we attend YOUR boring-good-for-nothing classes (although, some cut your boring-good-for-nothing-class). Puh-leez, give us a break! Let us enjoy our partial freedom. Sheesh. Now I know what to write in the MAPEHCAT Evaluation. Get ready, you!

Here's what happened...

Its the afternoon session of the graduation song practice at the auditorium. There was a new set-up. It would be a section-teacher set-up (not the batch-teacher set-up). Anyway, Townes and Moseley were the first ones to finish (finish a.k.a. dismissed). If you are already finish rehearsing, you will be dismissed. That's why everybody's in a rush to be the next one to perform. Townes, Moseley then Faraday. Agravante equals confusing. She said that after Faraday was Roentgen then she made another announcement that Newton would be the next. Confusing? Nah. Tormenting. Hey! We all want to go home. So, what we did was to go in front and wait for Faraday to finish. After they finished singing, our section rushed and so as Newton but we were prioritized because we are the sopranos and the tenors. Our performance? We sucked. Blame it on us. And that monster! Argh... We're from Earth, she -- i mean IT was from Pluto -- hell, maybe. What really got her all fired up was Alvin. He has been sitted in the bass side all the time, which means that he was able to memorize the 'intonation' (according to that... that...) of the bass rather than the tenor. She was mad. We were shocked. She talked a lot. We were silent. She thinks she had us. Sorry, we got you.

Whew! What a nice way to end the day! (Sarcastic!)

By the way, early that morning, she called for Patty to conduct. I think that... that... was irritated with Patty because Patty was jolly, as always. Akala niya mapapahiya niya si Patty. Sorry, pero siya ang napahiya. You deserve it!

Arghh...

To pleasant things.

Sort of pleasant thing. Tomorrow will be the NSAT. Yes, another test. Just when you thought that you are finally free from all the torture, another begins. Ma'am Felix (NOTE: Can you see the way I address the two? Spot the difference.) briefed us about the NSAT. We should do well chu chu... Bring this... Do this... and all that stuff. Scary. I hope that we do well. Para naman hindi kami malait ng ibang batch.

That... that... ruined my day! Damn her! She's getting on my nerves. Arghh!!! Bull!

LORD, help me.... pleasseee...

I think I'll go to church today or tomorrow.

Argh... Sheesh...

Arghhhhhhh!

Help me!

finally, free from all the 'performance' requirements. the fili playfest finally took place and sad to say, our section didn't win any god damn award! as if. who cares? imagine, we only practiced today. as in two hours before the contest. sheesh. crammers.

mc donalds clap.

cheering competition. well, the group that really impressed me was of course, aynstayn. can anybody beat their 'ka-astigan'? way to go bevs! ang lupit. buti ka pa marunong kang magtumbling. i actually messed up. i was supposed to say the cheer but i forgot the lines. i laughed then everybody laughed. whew! humiliating! the play that really impressed me was aynstayn and moshies. although kris really did a good job, candice won the best actress title. she was good, but i can't hear her voice. maverick also won. he was the best actor but then again, i wasn't expecting him to win because his voice was not loud enough. i thought ej (bagay talaga!) or wines(exaggerated portrayal -- pang theatre talaga!) would win. i don't know the other winners. too bad we didn't win. tsk tsk tsk. bawi na lang tayo sa intrams!

rating (10 ang highest):

faraday
cheering: 4.5
play: first part -- 4 ; second part (simon and padre florentino) 6.5 (hindi ko kasi marinig. pero 9 sa facial expressions)
actor / actress -- maverick - 9, facial expression

moseley
cheering: 3.7 (i'm sorry pero hindi ko ma-appreciate lalo na yung 'kami ay matalino chu chu' -- which is true naman)
play: 7, ganda yung pagdidirek ni migs
actor / actress: omar - 9, voice, tapos may dating!

newton
cheering: walang cheer
play: 6.5, hindi ko marinig, pero maganda yung set -- mukhang pinaghandaan
actor / actress: ervin - 5, nakakatuwa lang; candice - 8, facial expressions pero mahina boses

roentgen
cheering: waah... umm... siguro mga 5
play: umm... 5 na lang din
actor / actress: sir john!!! -- 10 -- funny talaga!

townes
cheering: 5
play: 8, mahina lang yung boses tsaka para syang musical... na-ooverpower na nung sounds yung voice nung actors
actor / actress: ea -- 10, no sweat! kris -- 10, lupit mo umarte!

einstein
cheering: 10, right dose of laughter and seriousness! entertaining!
play: 7, maganda yung kay imuthis na! pero yung nauna hindi masyado.
actor / actress: ej -- 10, bagay! wines -- 9.5, exaggerated (which is good) pero may times na medyo mahina ang boses

hay...

ciao guys!

GOD bless us all!

what a day!

first of all, i would like to say sorry (lalo na sa mga classmates ko) kung na-offend ko man kayo sa entry ko (about the rematch thingy). hindi ko sinasadya na maging ganun yung dating nun sa inyo. what i'm trying to say is that, i am just 'scared' of what other people might think. im sorry. i should've shut my mouth. silence. mysilentsoul.

it has been a pretty boring week. well, it seems that i don't run out of things to do. i'm busy doing 'secretary stuff'. attendance, birthdays, form1, etc.

i've been thinking about jen. i think she's mad at me because of i don't know what. somebody please tell me kung bakit nagalit yun sa akin. napansin ko lang.... parang nag-crumble yung friendship namin... ewan ko... basta parang may namuong wall... basta! ewan ko. sana mabalik yung friendship namin dati...

well...

grabe!

:)

GOD Bless us all!

Whew… What a day!

My day started out bad and it ended bad as well. Not really bad, maybe ‘baddish goodish’.

Why did it start bad? Well, I really don’t know. Maybe because my project in Chem is not a good one (You know what I mean?). Halatang minadali. Tapos… Late na akong umalis ng bahay. Ewan ko there was something that really irritated me.

Ang daming pinagawa sa akin. Sobrang dami talaga. (Yes, I am complaining) Sorry kung nag-cocomplain ako, pero I can't help it. I never thought that being a secretary would be like this. Sa mga dati ko kasing sections, parang ang konti ng ginagawa nung mga secretary, pero ako, ang dami. Sobra. Pramis! Well, wala na akong magagawa doon. Maglupasay man ako, wala talagang mangyayari kasi that's my job - magsulat, magsulat, magsulat. Dapat ipa-insure ko na ang aking mga kamay - ang dami kasing pwedeng gawin.

Anyway...

Opening ng intrams. Wala lang. Korny nung parade. First game kami. We won! As in sobra! Wala lang. Ang sakit nga ng lalamunan ko. Sigaw ako ng sigaw. Tapos, faraday vs. moseley. I'm sorry but I have to confess something. I underestimated the talents of moseley (sorry talaga sa mga moseley -- please don't take this against me). Feeling ko kasi ang mga moshies all brains lang. Pero, I was mistaken. Nang mapanood ko sila kanina. Potek! Ang lupit maglaro. Lalo na si Jason Clemente. Potek! Ang lupit talaga. Si Gail -- revelation! Sobra! Pramis! Yung tipong napaka-delicate kasi nung tsura ni Gail tapos malupit pala. (I should change 'mysilentsoul blog' to 'praisemoseley blog') Basta! Ang galing ng Moseley. Ine-expect ko na mananalo ang faraday pero nadaig sila ng moshies. Pero go faraday pa rin ako! Next, 3rd game. Wala palang 3rd game. Panalo na lahat ang Newton. Next, lunch. Next, Roentgen vs Lawrence. Yung girls, nanalo kami. Yung boys, TALO. Tsk tsk tsk. Too bad! Wala lang... Blame it on the sun! (Nyak! Pero Moseley na-sweep ang game nila kahit mainit!) Hindi ko kasi masyadong napanood kasi may ginagawa ako. Sabi nila marami daw violations pero isa lang ang nakita ko. Magpaparematch yata kami eh. Pero, I am not in favor doon sa plan nila na yun (Sorry sa mga co-Renjen. Hindi ko kayo nilalaglag. I'm just saying what I want to say.) Wala lang. Kasi kung magpapa-rematch tapos manalo kami iisipin nila 'Wahh... Sourgraping lang ito eh' Kung matalo man, ULIT, 'Wehh... rematch rematch talo pa rin naman'... Masyado ko kasing iniisip ang sasabihin ng ibang tao... Tsk tsk tsk... Nasasad ako. Well, that's life. You win some. You lose some. This time talo nga lang. Congrats sa Lawrence! (Totoo to ha.) Congrats sa buong Owpor! This was a good way to start the intrams!

Btw, yung periodic-turned-contest namin kay ma'am carlos... 3rd place kami! In fairness, 3rd... Wala lang... As expected, moseley won. AGAIN!

Moshies, don't you ever get tired of winning? (Wala lang...) Way to go! Itaas niyo ang bandera ng Owpor sa ibang batch.

Tsaka... ang dami ko pang gagawin!

Ciao!

Grabe...

Ngayon ay Intrams. First game kami. Sana manalo kami over Townes. Hay...

Yun lang...

LORD, sana po manalo kami ngayon at sa susunod pang araw at sa susunod pa... Thank you po...

Naranasan niyo na ba yung sobra kayong mainis at wala kayong magawa kung hindi umiyak? Ang hirap noh? Nakakaasar. Wala kang magawa - yun yung mahirap, eh.

May take home test kami sa CAT (itong pa-importanteng subject na ito ay isang basehan ng aming status kung kami ay gragradweyt ba o hindi). Due siya tomorrow. Kaninang umaga inutusan ko si yaya na humingi ng listahan ng mga ordinances ng barangay (yun ay part nung test na sobrang haba) dun sa barangay hall. Syempre inutusan ko siya dahil ka-close niya yung mga tao dun, eh. Ayun akala ko okay na...

Sa school, ayun! Patong patong yung mga gagawin ko. Wala pa akong mga proj, ntbk. Tapos may mga pinapagawa pa si Ma'am Carlos (para sa graduation). May street dancing bukas. Buong araw kaming nagpractice at ang sakit sakit na ng katawan ko. Ang daming nangyari sa school (which I don't want to divulge because it is a very delicate matter). Hindi ko pa memorize yung dance steps. So, pag-uwi ko ng bahay akala ko medyo maayos na yung madadatnan ko pero marami ngang namamatay sa akala...

Tinanong ko si yaya kung nasaan na yung pinagagawa ko sa kanya. Wala pa daw sabi niya. Sabi ko kunin niya at marami pa akong ginagawa. Sabi naman niya samahan ko daw siya. Potek! Hello?! Nahihirapan din ako. May buhay din ako. Marami akong ginagawa. Potek! Leche! Pucha! Tak-te! Hindi lang yun ang kailangan ko. Ang dami ko pang kailangang gawin. Potek! Nagdasal nga ako dahil masyado akong naiirita. LORD, please tulungan mo po ako. Papa Jesus... Pleasee.... Tapos nairita ako at pumuntang Jollibee kasi nga naiirita ako. Plano ko sana ay wag umuwi ng bahay at papalipas ng oras pero potek naisip ko kapatid ko at bumili na lang ako ng ice cream para sa kanya. Potek!

Alam ko wala akong 'K' para magdemand ng masyado kay yaya, pero hindi ko maiwasan. Lam ko rin na pagod din siya. Sorry kung brat ako. Pero marami lang talagang mga bagay na nag-udyok sa akin na kumilos ng ganito. Hindi naman ako ganito eh. You know me!

Ya, kung mabasa mo man ito ay SORRY. SORRY.

Val, Jax, Riz -- Sweldo ko!

Ejay -- Congrats!

Alam niyo, ang mabuting bagay lang na nangyari ngayong araw na ito ay minove yung performance sa filo.

Pasensya na... at di ko mapigilan...

Last na to, POTEK!

LORD, Help please...

As expected my test scores were not satisfactory... But like I said, there's no crying over spilled milk.

Today was a day. Puro practice. Tapos biruin niyo halos lahat ng performances ay sa Thursday gaganapin. Imagine? Pahirapan di ba? Peste. Kaasar. Filo, PE... dagdag pa yung mga requirements na hindi pa tapos. Argh... Naaasar ako!

Btw, tanggap ko na letter ko sa UP.

Sya nga pala, I'm happy sa results ng American Idol. Hihi... Panalo si Camile... pero gusto ko manalo si Briana (tama ba yung spelling?) basta yung kumanta ng Don't Know Why ni Norah Jones... Ganda ng boses nun eh... Sayang... Sana kasama siya sa wild card...

Anyway, Ill be bloghopping...

Good night!

Mag ha-halfday ako ngayon... Hindi ko pa kasi tapos yung project namin sa health... Kaasar ang dami talagang gagawin... Sana may one week vacation... Sana summer na...

GOD Bless us...

labshuall

i'm so tired of being here... surpressed by all of my childish fears...

Haay...

i'm tired... tired of thinking... tired of thinking about the things to do... sheesh...

wala lang... jus hangin out...

It's been a pretty tough week for me - and it ain't gonna be easy, yet. Well, we had our fourth periodic examinations this week. And I am not confident about my scores. (GC ko!) Well, there's no crying over spilled milk.

Although I had a very busy week, this week and the other weeks to come will not yet be easy for me. (Gramatically correct ba?) Anyway, I still have a lot of things to do. Ang daming project! Kaasar!

Haay...

Ngayong araw na ito ay ang huling araw ng mga tests at syempre pa, panahon na para magliwaliw... Kasama ko si Vyna, Xy, Grazie, Lei, Gabs, Dee, and AK. Kumain kami sa Tokyo Tokyo (REVELATION: Today's the very first time that I ate in Tokyo Tokyo -- Serious!) Nag-videoke! Ang saya-saya. Miss na miss ko na talaga ang mga taong ito. Darwin! Hehe!

Grabe!

Siya nga pala gagawa na ako ng aking Scrapbook. Nag-iisip na nga ako ng title at concept. At kailangan ko na ng budget. Shit! Malapit na ang graduation (Kung grumadweyt man). Mixed emotions. Malapit na ang grad ball! Ang daming malapit pero parang gusto kong lumayo. Gets niyo?

I can't wait to see what's in store for me but I can't leave anything behind -- Leaving is hard, complicated -- painful.

Naah!

Woah... It has been a long time (and I mean Loong) since I've visited and updated this blog of mine. I'm busy like all the other Mascians out there especially the Seniors. This week's testing week. Argh... Ang dami kong kailangang gawin... At kaya konti lang ang aking time para mag-blog... Kaasar...

Btw, today's my birthday... :) I'm 16 :)

Waah! I miss my blog. I miss writing here. I've been quite busy these past few days.

So, what did happen to me?

February 20, 2004, Friday - PROM
My dress was not yet finished so I went to Quiapo (dun kasi pinagawa yung damit) and waited for my dress to get done. After that, off to parlor and to school. By the way, I also went to PLM and acquired an application form.

Anyway, as expected only a few peeps came at the appointed time. Imagine, 3 o'clock. Are they nuts? That's way too early. Well, we arrived past 4. The castle thing did not work (No offense!). But, I really appreciate their effort to make the school a beautiful place.

I can not compare last year's prom to this year's prom because last year's prom was of different "genre" from this year's prom (Genre daw eh). Last year was like mellow, sweet, traditional. This year was "alternative", unique, different. Get it? But this year's prom was not a waste of time. It was good. I really had a great time. We all did (I think?).

Prom's worst
1. Assembly time - i told you. are you nuts? 3 o'clock...
2. Tables and Chairs - pinahihirapan niyo ang sarili niyo... kung ginaya niyo ba yung ginawa namin last year...
3. Music - konti slong songs pero maganda yung choice of music except Regine... hindi bagay si regine sa prom
4. Dance floor - sobrang liit...
5. Castle Thingies - it didn't work

Prom's best
1. Food - i like the carbonara
2. Music - ganda nung ibang music
3. Band - this was the highlight of the prom... this is the "event"...
4. drummer of the band - gwapo!
5. DJ - ganda ng boses! soobra...
6. Pictures sa lobby - this was sooo nice... kaya lang wala pa akong copy...
7. the BAND again!

haayy...

February 21, 2004, Saturday
Sleep all day!
Watched Gilmore Girls(Studio 23), Unfaithful (Star Movies).

February 22, 2004, Sunday
Went to church.
Sleep again!

February 23, 2004, Monday
This day... This day made me realize that I have a lot of things to do. Why is it that Mascians never seem to get some time to rest from school work? Argh... Parang gusto ko nang mag-summer.

Lord, help me.

today's prom day! i hope tonight'll be fun.

tomorrow's prom night... i'm excited because of my new shoes... hehe... cute niya eh... dun lang ako na-excite... tsaka hindi ko masyadong ma-appreciate yung castle-castle-an chu chu nila... pero i appreciate their effort na talagang talbugan yung prom last year na spinonsor ng aming batch... gusto ko yung invitations... very creative and practical (invitation and giveaway in one)... unlike last year, hindi ko ma-appreciate yung invitation (no offense sa mga gumawa) tsaka yung giveaway (which i lost... tsk tsk - sayang!) hindi lahat na bigyan... may kilala ako na hindi nabigyan...

anyway, nag-halfday ako ngayon... tech eng ang na-attendan ko... and as usual test na naman... si mamu hindi na nagsawa sa kabibigay ng test... routine na nga siya eh: report, test, report, test... nag-practice ng prom... argh... na-aasar ako... sana parang katulad last year na lang yung arrangements... yung roentgen girls magkakalapit ng seats... kasi ngayon... hiwalay eh... hindi ko ganoon ka gusto (well, its the third year's prom) today... hmm... nagpa-class pic na din kami... first time kong mapunta sa harapan ng class pic... usually kasi nasa likod ako dahil ako'y matangkad pero ngayon ako ay nasa gitna at naka-upo dahil class officer ako... andoon si horsie... ay maam herson pala (joke joke joke!)... si maam felix at si nanay... ayun... wala si aimee sa class pic kasi umuwi na siya... too bad... matapos ang practice, lumabas na ang mga balita... the dreaded UPCAT results (if you want to put it that way)... may mga pumasa... hindi pumasa... ako hindi ko alam pero pumunta ako up manila... tpos biglang sabi sa 'kin ni tim..."oi krystle pasado ka!" sabi ko "wag ka ngang manloko" at yun nakita ko na nga at dininig ng DIYOS ang aking panalangin... I passed UP (to put it bluntly)... at ang dami kong gustong pasalamatan sa achievement ko na ito... i'm happy but not completely... i know how the others feel... its hard... i felt the same thing when i failed USTET... masakit sa ego, pride, sa lahat... pero kagaya nga ng sinabi sa akin nung hindi ako pumasa sa USTET "God has a better plan" "For I know the plans I have for you, plans to prosper you..." --Jer.29:11.... my advice: cry it all... then accept... then believe and have faith...

LORD, thank you very much for everything...

papasok na ako bukas... i'm not that okay... pero kailangan ko ng pumasok dahil ang dami ko ng namiss... pushthru na yan... maghahabol na naman ako... ang hirap umabsent... siyet...

ang dami kong problems ngayon... sa school, sa bahay, sa buhay... Lord, please help me...

namimiss ko na mommy ko...

gusto ko yung kanta sa himig handog love songs... yung stop think... wala lang! share ko lang...