I only need to buy 3 more beverages from their holiday menu, and I'll have my very own Starbucks organizer... Woohoo! I am excited.

We took our finals for Hema this morning. It was definitely hard. I read the handouts and it wasn't enough. I am pretty sure that I am going to fail but, by GOD's grace... I know I'll pass.... Hay...

Gagawa na ako ng wish list ko... Hehe...

Ciao...

And the game changes...

Survivor has gotten better. Somehow, Aitu has the power over the whole tribe. And, of course, Jonathan also has a slight power to change things. Haa... I love this show. The bluffing, the deception. Its pretty much like our everyday lives - only, it is shown on the tv and emotions are exaggerated and magnified. I hope that Yul and Ozzy are in the final two.

Hay...

See... Here's the deal. I hope that Yul recognizes the fact that somehow he made a mistake by showing th hidden immunity idol to Jonathan. I mean, that guy could use it against him. But, looks like from a preview next week, Jonathan is siding with Aitu for now. I hope that any Aitu member should win the next immunity challenge. And, they should vote for Adam. Then, Candice. Then, Parvati. And, when there are 5, which hopefully would be Jonathan, Yul, Ozzy, Becky, and Sundra... Well, that's a new playing field. The four Aitu members would be scrambling to get Jonathan to their side because they will stand a greater chance to win the million bucks at the finals if the were with the bad guy - Jonathan... But, it would be nice if the final four were the Aitu members.

Grabe!

If I had a Tired Scale of 1 to 10, my rating would be a 20. I am that tired.

See, this is my very first time to scrub in for a major surgery. I scrubbed in for a Radical Nephrectomy. This patient has a tumor near his kidneys and they had to remove it. this operation took a long time. The surgery started around 9 in the morning and it was finished at 3 in the afternoon. This means that I stood up for 6 hours straight without any breaks - even bathroom breaks. It was tiring! As in. But, the good thing though is that by GOD's grace the surgeons were able to successfully remove the tumor. There was even a time during the whole surgery when I thought that the patient wasn't going to make it because I kept on hearing that there was a bleeder.

Surgery is so intense. I would love to be a surgeon and have that adrenaline and that intensity. Surgeons... Ah... There are a handful of good-looking surgeons. And, I happen to bump into one of these good ones, a lot.

Maybe I am exaggerating and ignoring the fact that St. Luke's is a place where doctors work and student nurses get a taste of what it is to be a nurse. And, it is not very far from possible that doctors and student nurses would bump into each other. But a girl can dream, right?

See, every single time that I have my duty in St. Luke's, I always see this doctor. I don't know his name. But, what the heck? The first time that I saw him was in OPD. I was assigned in the HEENT section of the OPD, and there he is. Well, I also saw this cute intern there. But, he stood out because he looks so matured and smart and he IS very attractive. Next, in Annex III. It wasn't really the assigned area for me but because our group got dissolved, I was asigned there. In one of the days that I was there, I saw him again. Hmm... Gwapo talaga. And then, now! He was having a surgery. Oh, gosh. Gwapo talaga. Astig. Hay, my very own McDreamy.



A very long surgery is tiring.

Aitu did it again. Woohoo! I just love it when underdogs win. Go Aitu! But, Jenny was voted out in a surprising second elimination. Didn't like her though, so no big deal. Now, that they are already 5 persons in Raro, its time to break the Rob and Amberish thing going on between Candice and this other guy. Time to vote off that other guy. Parvati and this black guy should align theirselves with Jonathan. Its time to cut the head off that Alex guy. I think his name is Alex.

Anyone from the Aitu tribe wins. Will there be a merge? Not yet, I hope. The Aitu tribe should continuously win the challenges. Please.

Speaking of winning, I pray that Pacquiao wins today!

Umm... on the other hand, I've wasted another 3 days of doing nothing. Thanks to my laziness I am cramming once again to get things done today. I never learn! Help!

This just sucks! I can't believe that the team I'm rooting for - Ernie and Jeena of The Amazing Race Asia is already out of the competition. This just sucks! Those Indian models got lucky. Crap! It would've been great if the two Filipino teams were two of the three remaining teams to race till the end. Crap! I guess I would now be Aubrey and Jacq's fans. Go Team Pinoy!

The Amazing Race Asia
I was disappointed when I saw the pilot episode of TARA last Thursday. It was not as exciting as the original version. The only reason the had me glued to the TV is the fact there were 2 Filipino teams who are part of the reality show. As in! Nakaka-disappoint talaga. Anyway, I'll still watch the show because Ernie and Jeena, and Aubrey and Jacq is still there. Hehe...

Survivor
I loved what happened yesterday. Woohoo... Galing ng Aitu... In spite of the fact they were just 4 people in the tribe and Jonathan and Kandice left them they stillwon both the Reward Challenge and the Immunity. Loved it! Super duper loved it! Talk about Karma... Sayang sana si Jonathan na lang ang tinanggal ng Raro kahapon. I would love to see that the top 3 will be an all Asian tribe... Hehe... Mag-memerge na kaya next week?

CDs Galore
I have 3 new acquisitions. The 3 CDs are Switchfoot's The Beautiful Letdown, Sheryl Crow's Very Best CD, and The Wreckers' Stand Still, Look Pretty. Loved the 3 cds. Ganda ng mga kanta. My favorite so far is the song Cigarettes by The Wreckers.

One Tree Hill
Nasa season 3 na ako ng OTH. Hay... Ang daming gwapo sa show na 'to!

Wouldn't it be nice if I had 89 million pesos? Wow. That'd be great! Its just that I could give the gifts that I really think my friends and family would really love. Its just that whenever I think of a person and I think of the best gift I'd give them, I always think that because of money constraints I couldn't give them what I really want to give them... Do I make sense?

Anyway, today's the last day of sembreak. This sucks! I still don't want to go back to school. It would be great if there will be an extension. Like, a one week extension. I still have a lot of things to do - eat, sleep, watch tv, eat, sleep. Hehe... No, seriously. I still have to organize my files on the PC. I also want to re-type all my handouts so that they could be filed in an organized manner. I want everything to be filed according to subject. I want them to be color coded. I am OC. Hehe... I can't help it.

I am loving One Tree Hill. I love Hilarie Burton. I like her character - Peyton! Hay. Daming cuties! Cute boy... alert! (In Mojo jojo's sound effect...)

Hmm... I miss... Hay... Sobra!

I've been having dreams lately. They involve a lot of unbelievable scenes but I do hope that some of them come true. Oh, well...

Lapit na Pasko. Regalo ko.

Siya nga pala, I bought 3 cds today. Switchfoot, The Wreckers, and Sheryl Crow. Take note: orig yan. Hehe... Proud ako sa mga original na gamit ko. Hehe. I'll listen to it today. And, I'll give you my rating. As if!

Gusto ko na ng bagong lay-out!!! Patulong.

I just got home from shopping. Well, not the kind of shopping that Carrie Bradshaw does. Shopping, as in scouting for clothes that I'd wear for the holidays, going to National Bookstore, buying some books from the C&E Bookshop. Well, actually, I may have gone shopping like Carrie because I've spent over 8,000 bucks today for all those things. And, I am not done yet with my shopping list. Unlike Carrie who buys shoes and clothes, I shop for books and more books and a little clothing on the side.

I can't believe that in a span of 4 hours, a person could spend so much. Argh... I wish I had more money.

My mom sort of hired me to be her personal shopper. She has this birthday she had to attend to this November and she wanted a top. Since, clothing are expensive abroad, she thinks that she could get more from her money by letting me buy clothes for her here in the Philippines. I think that her idea is great especially now that I am on a break from school stuff. See, the problem is she has no definite idea on what she would like to wear. She is also torn on whether she would rather buy a top or she would have it made just for her.

I went to look for the perfect top for her. I was thinking that she should have a metallic blue green baby doll top then she should have an obi tied aroud her waist. Then, she could pair it off with her most flattering pants. I was also thinking that since its winter, she could go for a more wintery clothing. Like, a baby pink shirt or a purple shirt then with a white knit coat and a funky belt. My mom... she likes to feel young.

So, I was in Glorietta. I went to Marks & Spencer and saw very promising pieces for my mom and me... Oh, and by the way, I bought two cute undies from M&S. I like them a lot. They're pink. Anyway, the problem with M&S is that they are uber expensive. They carry clothes that have my size and are super cute and are uber expensive, as well. Argh...

Times like these make me wish that I won the lottery so I could literally shop till I drop.

I also went to several shops - Cinderella, U2, Sari-Sari, etc. They showed nice clothes but, I am not quite sure whether they are the ones that my mom would approve. And besides, she has not given me any money to fund this clothing churva. Money down muna!

I am becoming kikay. As in! Super! I have outgrown my Candy days and I am now a certified Preview, Mega, and InStyle femme. Love it! Ito na ba ang epekto ng panonood ng America's next Top Model at ng Project Runway...

Oh, and by the way, sabi ni Rocel maganda daw ang One Tree HIll. Now, I am torned. Which is which ba talaga? Original Friends DVD Season 1 or One Tree Hill Season 1 Pirated?

Omigosh, I can't believe it. I am visiting Beauty Bar and checking out DuWop's products. Gosh. They are so expensive... And, by any chance, does anybody know where I could buy L'oreal Vive Pro? My hair is so unruly... I always have a bad hair day...

I am becoming one of them. I was dreading this. I don't want to be like them. Or, does every girl come to a point and become one? Then, after this crossroad, she discovers her true self and settle for that true, found self. I hope I find my true self. Stat!

I've seen the first season of Prison Break. And, I've finished watching the whole Sex and the City series. And, boy were they great!

I love Sex and the City. I love the four girls - Carrie, Miranda, Samantha, Charlotte. I'd like to think that I find something in them that is very much like me. I love Carrie. I love the way Carrie writes. Its very candid. Love 'em all. Too bad they had to end it. I swear they could have survived 10 seasons. The writing is very smart. They are funny. Not only that, they also make you think about your life, relationships, friendships, etc.

My favorite episode in the show was when Smith Jerrod (Jason Lewis) was shut out by Samantha Jones (Kim Cattrall) in a party. Samantha joined her ex-beau, Richard and went up to his hotel room and had sex. Samantha didn't enjoy the sex and she went down the elevator feeling really down. When the elevator door opened, Smith was still there. He said something like this, "I'd like to make sure that you get to your home safe."

Ahww... That is definitely sweet.

Most of my favorite kilig scenes are the scenes Samantha and Smith had.

There's this another episode that I really enjoyed. Its the episode where Samantha and Smith were walking on the sidewalk. And then, Smith was reaching for Samantha's hand. But, the cynic in Samantha refused to hold Smith's hand which caused her to fall flat on her butt. By the end of the episode, Smith couldn't take that Samantha is so... so... weird about holding hands so, he said something like this, "Samantha, stop that effing shit and just let me hold your hand."

Here's the recap of that episode from the HBO site:

Smith and Samantha's relationship hits an odd plateau when the actor tries to take Sam's hand as they're walking down the street. Samantha is so eager to refrain from the PDA that she actually trips and falls down an open hatch on the sidewalk. Smith isn't having any of this, telling Samantha in no uncertain terms that he loves her, and wants to be able to express his feelings. Samantha grudingly accepts, realizing that maybe a little hand-holding isn't so bad after all.

Ahww... Samantha has a great guy with him! Hay... Kaloka...

Then, another episode that really touched me was when Smith decided to shave his gorgeous hair for Samantha. The gal was diagnosed with cancer and the hair loss was bothering her (y'know because of chemo). So, she decided to liberate herself from that effing emotional burden of cancer and decided to shave her hair. Smith found her in the bathroom and decided to shave his hair so that Samantha wouldn't feel bad about losing her hair. Samantha said, "Your hair is your thing..." But, Smith dismissed Samantha's comment and shaved his hair. This is episode 90 entitled Out of the Frying Pan.

Ahww... Super duper sweet!

I love him na!

I love the love story of Smith and Samantha! Its even better than what Carrie and Big had. Hay, super romantic!

Prison Break naman...

I love Wentworth Miller. The concept of the series is sort of new. Its a break to all the medical stuff I've been seeing. Its an Alias kind of show with a bit of 24. And, Michael Scoffield (Wentworth's character) is not the usual CIA agent, doctor, attorney. He is a Structural Engineer turned Prisoner. Hay... Gorgeous!

The show's pacing sometimes bores me but, with Wentworth Miller on the screen - it's hard not to watch. Actually, the show itself is only a 75% for me but, I really like Wentworth Miller!I really find the government controversy in the series a bit of confusing. I also find some characters irritating and I think some characters are not really needed. I think that the casting is poor except for the prisoners and of course, Wentworth Miller.

I love saying his name. Wentworth MIller.

I am pissed because I haven't seen any episode of The Amazing Race 10. Oh, well. I am more excited about the Asia version of The Amazing Race. Not because Aubrey Miles is there but because I think Allan Wu is so gorgeous. Haha... And, because another Filipino team is there.

It is technically sem break but, my sem break doesn't start until I finish the grand case presentation revision. I hope to finish it by tomorrow. I have a lot of things that I want to do this break. I want to have a lot of sleep and rest. I need it badly. I terribly need it. Argh...

I want to learn tennis. I want to learn how to play the guitar...

This is my best take on bisaya...

LORD, daghang salamat kaayo kay na-pass ko gid ang aku-ang mga concepts sa nursing. Salamat gyud...

I really meant what I said. But, I sound blah...

Hehe...

Thanks and praise be to GOD talaga. Akala ko talaga ay mag-reremovals ako. Salamat talaga.

Naranasan niyo na ba yung panahon... yung panahon na talagang nasasaktan ka na... yung panahon na talagang damang-dama mo na sobra-sobra na lahat yung problema mo... yung panahon na gustung-gusto mo ng ma-iyak... pero, hindi ka maiyak?

Pinipilit mo yung sarili mo na maiyak. Umaarte ka. Nag-fifeeling ka na artista at pinipilit mong lumuha. May tumulo nga pero peke naman. Hindi siya tunay na mga luha. Yun yung mga iyak na hininog sa pilit. Yun yung mga iyak na hindi ka maka-konek.

Ang hirap kapag hindi ka maka-iyak. Mahirap talaga. Lalo na kapag ganyan at parang sasabog na yung puso mo sa samu't-saring lebel ng emosyon. Galit. Inis. Pagkabigo. Sakit. Pagkamuhi. Pagka-pagod. Pagsasawa. Basta! Yung mga masasakit na emosyon. Yung mga nakakaiyak dapat.

Ang dami kong nararamdaman ngayon. Madami talaga. Iba-iba. Sari-sari. Different, sa ingles. Di ko alam kung saan ako magsisimula.

Hanggang ngayon ay hindi pa rin ako maka-iyak. Bwisit!

Milenyo is a good for nothing typhoon. Without power, how am I supposed to finish the things that I should be doing? And, you've caused a lot of damaged homes, fallen trees, broken dreams. Ang daming casualties. Pweh!

So, ngayon, mag-ccram na naman ako dahil ngayon lang kami nagka-ilaw. Hay naku!

Kaasar!

Hay...

Case Presentations are a pain in the ass. Although I really find them interesting and although I enjoy making them, it really does get to me sometimes. I sometimes find myself staring at the monitor blankly because the pressure is just too much. But, I really learn a lot from making this sort of stuff. I just hope I had more books which I could use. Unfortunately, my books are limited. Library is an option but - nah! Never mind.

How can something that you really enjoy doing be such a pain in the butt? You love what you're doing yet, you find yourself staring blankly at something and realize that this is just too much. There are a lot of things that you could do but, you end up following what you like and even though its causing you so much pain, you just do it... Stupid!

I have drank my first San Mig Light last night. I wasn't forced, really. Not that forced. Okay. I felt forced but, I gave in. So, the guilt is all on me. Too much drinking is bad. I only had several sips. And, I am a responsible drinker. Didn't like the taste of the beer. Nasty! For me, ha. I still like Margaritas.

I have slurry speech today... Could this be a hang-over? Whatev.

I am really guilty. I told my mom about it. She said she trusted me and that I know what is right from wrong. Hmm...

Hay... What is happening?

Bought 2 CDs yesterday - the APO Cd, and the One Tree Hill Vol. 1 OST. I love the One Tree Hill CD. My fave song is Track 13 - The First Cut is the Deepest by Sheryl Crow. I love the song. Should I say, can relate ako. Hehe. Whatev.

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What is it? I am naive. I am in quiet desperation. I am concealed. Yet, transparent. Hmm... When the stars go blue... Where do I go when I am lonely?

The tears that I can't cry out are the most painful tears.

Its been quite a while. Its been hard. Its making me crazy. You are making me crazy. I can't sleep. I wake up thinking of you. Damn it! You inspire me. I want to be better. I am in pain. I don't know. This is bullsh*t! I hate this. I so want to give this up. But, I won't. I can't. My head's turning. So fast. My thoughts are this and you. And you and this. This makes me feel sick. I want to be better. But, its as if I'm crumbling. I am crumbling. I am crumbling and I hate myself for letting you make me crumble. Like cookies. This thing, it can't stop moving. This sensation and feeling is so overwhelming. Crying myself to sleep is not working. Studying makes it even worse. Ring the alarm! Code Red. Code Black. You have got to call a code. I am confused. Confused. In circles. Everything. I am in circles. My thoughts are running around. I want to be better but I am crumbling. Argh... I feel crappy. I am very much in crap...

I am so tired.I'm tired and I haven't even done half of what I'm supposed to do. Argh... Can this get any worse?

There are a lot of over due projects. A lot of case presentations. A lot fo things to do. I don't hink that even if I am awake for the whole week, I will be able to do anything. Argh...

I need to finish everything...

Hay!

And, I might flunk OR, Labor and Fluids. BUt, GOD willing, that will not happen...

Hay.... May duty pa ngayon.... I hope we get dismissed early...

Alrighty... I better get back to work...

And, by the way, I have two new crushes... The first one is Zeus Balasico (?) and the other is ahem... secret... Hehe...

Hay....

I love Sex and the City. I love all its episodes... Got to see Seasons 1 - 3 already. I will finish it on the next 2 weeks. Four more seasons. Then, I'm off to watching Friends/Scrubs.

I hope Grey's Anatomy, LOST, Dr. House will all be shown in studio 23 starting this month with their new episodes.

Hay... excited to see Dr. Presto Burke.

DISCLAIMER: If you are part of batch Insignis, don't read this if you are too narrow-minded. This is a very subjective view of all the things that happened. And, besides, this is a diary - although published - it is still personal.

This was such an exhilirating day! Whew! Loved it!

First and foremost, I would like to congratulate batch MAGIS for winning the Talents Unlimited by a landslide. Hinakot niyo ang lahat ng awards! Galing! Proud to be a part of batch Magis. Second, I also would like to congratulate batch CENTENNIALES for being the over-all champions for this SNA Days. You guys deserved it. Umm... I could be a biatch and ignore the other batch, but see, I am not like that. So, to the sophomores, congratulations too. Talaga namang pinakita niyo sa amin na you are very much willing to work hard for everything. Ipinakita niyo sa amin ang inyong determination. Congrats!!!

If you still remember, mga around this season, ay naganap din ang SNA Days. At, that time super naasar kami sa batch Centenniales dahil ipinagmayabang nila yung Blue and White uniform nila. Sad to say, I have to admit kaming batch Magis ay nagyabang din. Gusto ko sanang gumamit ng mga defense mechanism at sabihin na ginawa lang namin yun dahil medyo nabastusan kami sa mga Insignis at nag-retaliate lang kami, pero I won't. I know that what we did was wrong. So, sorry for that. We shouldn't have done it. It was such in bad taste. But, nevertheless, nagawa na yun at ika nga, the damage has been done. Although we can't take it back, we apologize. I apologize.

Magis and Centenniales are tight. We are friends. We played several games but we didn't fight over it. We played fair. We did it for camaraderie and friendship building.

Hmm... I have a lot of ideas, thoughts, etc. I don't know where to start. Halos isang week din yung dapat na-ikwento ko.

Simula sa umpisa.

Hmm...

Opening of SNA Days
The opening, as usual, starts with the parade of the batches. First up, batch Insignis (Remarkable yata yung meaning, I'm not sure). Their batch color is purple. I love the color. Cute din yung mga jersey ng volleyball players nila. Tapos, yung batch name nila ay naka-print sa shirts nila as an ambigram. Asteg nga, eh. Syempre pa, sakop nila yung buong center bleachers dail ang laki ng population nila, eh. Tapos, may churva pa sila na cardboard na may purple stuff on it, tapos instead of pompoms or balloons, yun ang ginamit nila para sa pag-cheer. Cute but corny kasi super rehearsed yung dating nila. Hindi na spontaneous. Pero, syempre ang effort dun ay di mo naman makaka-ila. Gwapo ang escort. Di ko nakita yung muse.

Second, batch Magis. Pink power! Pangit yung uniform ng mga cheerdancers kasi yung pagka-pink nun ay Stabilo Boss kind of pink. Shocking kung shocking. Pweh. Pangit yung color. Pero, di pangit ang mga taong nag-susuot. Special shout out to my bestieh Choi and Mia, Jay-ar, Belle, Arman, Mara. Galing niyo guys!!! Proud to be your friend and bestieh!!! Syempre, dahil walang pondo ang batch namin na kuntento na kami sa pink na flaglets, mangilan-ngilan na pink balloons at mga sariling gawang banner. Yun na. Yun lang. Wala kaming 1.2 million na pondo. Mahirap. Hehe... Pretty ang muse namin. Si Janice. Hehe. Cutie naman ang escort namin. Si numero singko - Robbie.

Third, batch Centenniales. Ang walang kamatayang blue na batch color. Hay. Medyo sosyalin kasi may mga balloons sila na madami. Hehe... Daming cute sa kanila. Hehe... :-) Kakakilig. Grabe!!! Hmm... The best costume na nakita ko sa lahat ng SNA Days for cheering. Asteg ang costume. Simple pero maganda. Pretty din yung muse nila. Astigin kasi player pa sa volleyball. Manuel yata yung last name. Galeng!!!

Cheering Competition
We sucked. Pangit yung sa Magis. Paano ba naman? Eh, di magkatugma-tugma yung mga sched ng mga cheerdancers. Tapos, yung lech*ng instructor na bayad ng 1000 per session ay di umaattend. Paano kaya yun? Hay... Kung siguro mga 3 practice days pa, kinaya namin sila. Pero, kahit gunun, go Choi, Mia, Belle, Jay-ar, Arman!!! Pretty pa rin.

Second placer ang Insignis. For me, common ang steps. Hindi masyadong complicated. Pero, maayos compared sa amin. Balita nga namin sa may Libis daw sila nag-ppractice. Correct me if I'm wrong. I don't know where the hell Libis is. I don't go out kasi. Meron bang pwedeng pag-praktisan dun? What-ev. Corny yung concept nila sa umpisa. Parang pang-sabayang pagbigkas lang. The costumes could have been better. Pero, I still love the color purple.

First place, Centenniales. Hands down. Maayos. MAy dating. May hatak. May energy. Although, I still believe that Invictus' cheering was still better. Maganda ang concept. Tsaka naghanda din. Napapanood nga namin silang mag-practice pag-gabi. Kasi diba, night shift ako ngayon. Hay... Congrats.

Seniors love Juniors. Juniors love Seniors. Centenniales and Magis SOLID. Hay...

Insignis vs. Magis (Men's Basketball)
Close fight. But Magis prevailed. Super intense ang mga cheerers ng both teams.

Insignis vs. Magis (Men's Volleyball)
Wah na. Dito na chumurva ang lahat. Dito na nag-umpisang mam-boo ang Insignis. Bastusan. PAlitan ng mga hurt ful words. Syempre, it takes two to tango. Kaya we can't blame Insignis for everything. Dapat, hindi na namin pinatulan ang mga ganoong bagay. Ang immature tuloy naming tingnan. Nagsusulat kami sa board. Kampihan ang Centenniales at Magis. Solid kami. Pero, syempre, outnumbered pa rin kami. But, we didn't let that bother us kasi naman walang iwanan sa ere. Cheer nila kami. Cheer din namin sila. Hay....

Siya nga pala, may silent war pa yata sila na chinuchurva. Pagkatapos ng isang game, nag-suot sila ng red ribbons. I was like. What the hell? So, childish. What war? Bakit kami ng Centenniales friends. Argh...

Insignis vs. Centenniales (Men's Volleyball)
Championship ito. Panalo ang Insignis. Clap. Clap. Clap. Panalo. Woohoo. Congrats. Magaling naman kasi sila talaga especially Yancy. Super galing niya. Lupet pumalo ng bola. Pero, in fairness sa Centenniales, nasasalo naman nila ang mga spike ni Yancy. I like Yancy. Galing niya eh. Gusto ko siyang dukutin at isama sa batch namin. Hehe...

Hay...

Galing talaga...

Men's Volleyball Champion

1. Insignis
2. Centenniales
3. Magis

Women's Volleyball Champion

1. Centenniales
2. Magis
3. Insignis

Men's Basketball Champion

1. Centenniales
2. Magis
3. Insignis

Women's BAsketball Champion

1. Centenniales
2. Insignis
3. Magis

Cheering

1. Centenniales
2. Insignis
3. Magis
   

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Talents Unlimited
Solo Champs:

1. Magis
2. Centenniales
3. Insignis

Duet Champs:

1. Magis
2. Insignis
3. Centenniales

Dance Champs:

1. Magis
2. Insignis
3. Centenniales

Gaya-gaya:

1. Magis
2. Insignis
3. Centenniales

Hay....

Gaya-gaya... Ang lupet ng Insignis. May props. Pinagka-gastusan talaga nila. Super prepared sila. Yung ginaya nila is from the MTV Music Awards yata. It was supposed to be Christina Aguilera yata. When I saw their props, I thought it was the end. Kasi bongga yung props pero syempre, nas performance din talaga.

Sino ba sa amin? Eh di ang Pussycat Dolls. Choi, Jay-ar, Vice, and other gays from our batch strut their stuff sa stage. Ang baon lang ay energy at talent. Galeng. Super enjoyable talaga sila. Asteg talaga. Galing nila prumoject. Go Choi!!! Go Jay-ar!!! (My crush kaya lang bading) Go Vice!!! (My crush kaya lang bading din. Mas maganda pa sa akin.) Hehe... Love em....

Hay... Ang dami ko ngayong mga crush... From batch Centenniales ay si basketball guy na si Reyes. From Insignis, yung guy na kumanta sa duet. Hay... Isipin ko muna yung iba..

Thank GOD for this gift. Thank you for you compassion and mercy. You really see the truth but wait. Praise GOD. We lift up this victory to YOU. YOURS is the GLORY, oh Lord. :)

Just finished eating my lunch.

After this entry, I'll sleep once again.

Hay. I'm so tired from last night's duty. We are now assigned in East Avenue Medical Center. Last night, we had the chance of working in the Trauma section of ER. The Trauma section is where all the good stuff goes. You know, the very gruesome and the very bloody part of ER. Toxic kagabi! There were a lot of cases last night. Most of the cases were from stab wounds and gunshot wounds. Trust me when I say that it was such a bloody night. Of course, it was Sunday night. Alam mo na, ang mga tanggero ay nagkagulo. Ayun, nagsasaksakan. Tsk. Tsk. Tsk.

I was so excited with this rotation because I want to feel that adrenaline rush when a lot of things are happening. Eustress. I want to feel eustress. I want to be always on call. Do a lot of things. And, do these things right. I want to feel the drama of ER. I want it to be like Grey's Anatomy. I want it fast. Dramatic.

But, unfortunately (debatable statement), I was stuck with one patient. He got stabbed on his lower left thorax. Fortunately for him, the stab wound didn't hit any major organs. The x-ray and ultrasound came back negative. I was stuck with him the whole time - comforting him, explaining to him that his relatives were still looking for money to buy his meds, staying beside him while being super frustrated with the fact that my colleagues were assisting the doctors with suturing large cuts in the head and doing CPR to a dying person. I was miserable. Just standing there, talking to him. Doing nothing hmm... significant.

I want action. I want it fast. I want drama. I want to handle a patient that I could talk to then, suddenly goes to cardiac arrest and be the one to resuscitate him, then, he'd live. Argh... I guess that drama queen should just rely on House's and Grey's medical drama. Argh...

But, when I think about it. I did gain something from that experience. I do believe that out of all of us, I was the only one who really made a patient feel better. I was the only one who stayed with a patient long enough (very LONG, actually), that because of my company he really felt better that someone was there who will not leave his side.

Now I know why nurses work. It is the simple thank yous from their patients that keeps them going. It was nice to hear, "Salamat. Di mo ako iniwan."

Two months. Jeez. Two months of school work. Hindi na maubusan. Kahit three day-vacation kami ngayon, parang kulang pa rin. Strike parang. Talagang kulang. Ang daming mga requirements tapos, finals pa ng mga concepts. Jeez. Super daming dapat gawin. Ang dami ko pang hindi nagagawa. Hay... Tapos, nawawala ko pa yung notebook ko ng to-do list. Ay, naku!

Grrr....

Buti na lang at may magandang palabas. Super adik na adik talaga ako sa Grey's Anatomy at Lost. Sana ay magsimula na ang Season 3. Siya nga pala napanood ko na yung final season ng Alias. Wah!!! Super naiyak ako.

(Spoiler ahead!) Rambaldi's churva is true after all. May existent na serum or whatev it is na nagbibigay ng never-ending life. Of course, Sloane got hold of it (He never changed!). Pero, the APO team of the CIA won't let him have it kasi naman, ano na lang kaya ang gagawin niya. Eh, may confrontation scene dun. Si Sloane, Vaugh, Sydney and Jack ay nandun sa parang cave kung saan nandun yung remains (?) ni Rambaldi. Vaughn and Jack were held captive by Sloane's guards pero, Sydney has the thingy that Sloane needs. So, mag-e-Xdeal dapat. Pero, bigla ba naman binaril ni Sloane si Jack. Shet! Grabe talaga yun. Right after that, Sydney shot Sloane, as well. As in baril kung baril. So, nalaglag si Sloane sa parang water-filled na churva. Ang dramatic na part ay yung last conversation ni Sydney at ni Jack.

Shet! Naiyak talaga ako dun. Super. Iyak. Waah!!! Super love ko yung relationship nilang dalawang mag-ama. Wah! Ang intense nung pag-uusap nila. Ang galing ng acting. Hands down. Dapat na nominate sina Jennifer Garner and Victor Garber para sa Best Actress and Actor category sa Emmy's. Hay! Damn Ben Affleck for getting Jennifer Garner pregnant. If it weren't for him, I believe that Alias would have reached at least 2 more seasons.

I was satisfied with the ending. Ang galing talaga nito ni J.J. Abrams!

Hay....

May bago akong pinapanood na series. House. Dr. House is the weirdest yet, smartest doctor in medical TV shows that I have seen although, McDreamy and Dr. Preston Burke of Grey's Anatomy are super gwapo and smart as well. Asteg! Maganda ang House kasi talagang parang mystery talaga yung pag-treat sa bawat case ng mga pasyente. Tsaka weird talaga siHouse. Well, combination ng smart, weird, apathetic. Hay! Hmm... Focused sa medical conditions talaga ang House so super exciting and interesting itong show na 'to. At, super ganda ng hospital nila dito! Asteg! Daig ang Seattle Grace Hospital ng Grey's.

BTW, hindi naman pala ganun ka ganda ang St. Luke's. Magand lang. Pero, na-hype lang. Pero, tingnan na lang natin yung bagong SLMC sa may The Fort. Mukhang hotel. Hmm...

Hay....

Grabe!!!

Ang dami ko pang gagawin!!!

Okay... Ano nga ba ang mga dapat kong gawin?

1. Finsh Case Pres Drug Study
2. Charge batteries of DigiCam
3. Hanapin ang to-do list notebook
4. Gawa ng 3 NCPs at Journal Reaction para sa duty homeowrk
5. Gawa ng pwedeng maibigay sa VGH-Pedia Ward
6. Gawa ng reviewer para sa Labor & Delivery
7. Gawa ng report for HDM
8. Gawa ng reviewer for HDM
9. Magbasa sa OR Nursing
10. Gawa ng list ng mga textbooks
11. Bili ng textbooks
12. Many more...

Hay tulong!!!!

Gusto ko na talagang maging doctor.