Argh... There are so many things that's causing me to freak out. And I mean, totally freak out! Argh... Dang it! This day could've been different but I guess, it couldn't. Argh... I just hate everything right now. Argh... sh*t! I just wish I could start all over.

To better things, Happy birthday Stella! Thanks for the Cabalen treat. I was really full. I'm looking forward to another eating session of Filipino food. Yum! Kare-kare. Yum! Yum!

Again, argh... I couldn't point out a single thing that's causing me to rant like this. Well, this is more than just a simple ranting. Argh... I just hate it. My life's so messed up. The only thing that I think is keeping me together is GOD. But sometimes, I feel so alone. So alone, that I even doubt that GOD's there for me. That GOD is with me. But, I know I need to hold on. I just feel empty, lost, broken.

I'm human. I'm shattered. I'm sorry for myself.