glowing inside (?) by nikki gil
happy, to let you know
you make me glow
i feel so good its true
so glad that I have you
you love me so
now all is bright
i'll always
thank you for the glow
i thank you for the joy
thank you for the love
you gave to me
i’m glowing, glowing inside
with your love shining through
i thank you for everything you do
i'm glowing inside because of you
remember my growing years
they're filled with joy
because you're there for me
you cast my fears away
you wipe those tears
you give me strength each day
i thank you for the glow
i thank you for the joy
thank you for the love
you gave to me
i’m glowing, glowing inside
with your love shining through
i thank you for everything you do
i'm glowing inside because of you
who knows what tomorrow brings
my glowing wings
you make me fly
i reach and now i touch the sky
because of youi'll soar up high
so i must
thank you for the glow
i thank you for the joy
thank you for the love
you gave to me
i’m glowing, glowing inside
with your love shining through
i thank you for everything you do
i'm glowing inside because of you
Saturday, February 25, 2006
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
Monday, February 20, 2006
Oh wow. This is so frustrating. I just learned two days ago that my midterm grade in microbio is 70.48. Seventy point forty-eight nga ba? Ah, ewan. Basta mga ganun lang. Hindi pasado. Waah! How am I ever going to pass second year? Grabe! Will I ever be a nurse?
Gustung-gusto ko ang teleserye na Mga Anghel na Walang Langit. As in! Super palagi akong na-totouch. Lalo na yung mga scenes ni Nanay Lusing at ni Gigi. Super! Wala lang. Na-iinspire ako. Alam mo yung innocence tsaka simplicity sa isang bata. Ah, basta! Iba. Sana ma-extend pa sila. Matatapos na kasi, eh.
I'm thinking of spending my birthday with my college friends in Red Box Greenbelt? Wala akong pera kaya yung mga highschool friends ko, on hold muna. Hehe...
Gift ko!
Anyway, Yung Dream of this site paki-puntahan for gift ideas.
Okay, back to things that are totally mind-draining - Acads. Ewan ko ba! Ay naku! Super ang daming kailangang gawin, ang daming gastusin, ang daming bagsak, konti ang pinapasa. Ewan ko ba!
Gustung-gusto ko ang teleserye na Mga Anghel na Walang Langit. As in! Super palagi akong na-totouch. Lalo na yung mga scenes ni Nanay Lusing at ni Gigi. Super! Wala lang. Na-iinspire ako. Alam mo yung innocence tsaka simplicity sa isang bata. Ah, basta! Iba. Sana ma-extend pa sila. Matatapos na kasi, eh.
I'm thinking of spending my birthday with my college friends in Red Box Greenbelt? Wala akong pera kaya yung mga highschool friends ko, on hold muna. Hehe...
Gift ko!
Anyway, Yung Dream of this site paki-puntahan for gift ideas.
Okay, back to things that are totally mind-draining - Acads. Ewan ko ba! Ay naku! Super ang daming kailangang gawin, ang daming gastusin, ang daming bagsak, konti ang pinapasa. Ewan ko ba!
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
It was a very long day - worthy of chronicling, actually. But, it was so long that I'd rather have memories of it in my head. Maybe tomorrow, I'll write about it.
Okay, some random thoughts about today.
I made a wrong decision of wearing my plain white shirt instead of wearing the SNA shirt. See, I brought my SNA shirt but my jeans' button is broke and I was just worried that when we are hiking, my fly would be open and it's happy valentines to everybody. And, that SNA shirt is tight on my chest. You know naman, well-endowed.
I feel that our block doesn't deserve our adviser, Sir Messiah Dela Cruz. He is just so lenient and very approachable. He is #3 on my list: "Who I want to be my HC Adviser". He's just so... so... nice. And, we are so pasaway! We so not deserve him. Napaka-bait niya, eh.
Sermon galore sa unang araw ng community. We were reprimanded and scolded by two CIs - Sir Poten and Ma'am A (Forgot her name...) and somehow they struck a chord in me. Made me reflect on our way back to school.
I realized a lot of things... So many things... (This one I'll write tomorrow or on Friday)
Haven't seen the latest episode of American Idol.
Tomorrow's another hell day. Unit exam sa Micro - one chapter lang pero super haba at ang dadaming mememorize-in na mga gamot. Sh*t! Tapos may long test sa MicroLab. Di ko maintindihan yung mga nireport previously. Sh*t!
One helpful act I remembered from the TV series LOST:
Jack: "I only let 10 seconds of fear get through me. After that, my fear - its over." (not the same words but that's the gist of what he said)
Okay, some random thoughts about today.
I made a wrong decision of wearing my plain white shirt instead of wearing the SNA shirt. See, I brought my SNA shirt but my jeans' button is broke and I was just worried that when we are hiking, my fly would be open and it's happy valentines to everybody. And, that SNA shirt is tight on my chest. You know naman, well-endowed.
I feel that our block doesn't deserve our adviser, Sir Messiah Dela Cruz. He is just so lenient and very approachable. He is #3 on my list: "Who I want to be my HC Adviser". He's just so... so... nice. And, we are so pasaway! We so not deserve him. Napaka-bait niya, eh.
Sermon galore sa unang araw ng community. We were reprimanded and scolded by two CIs - Sir Poten and Ma'am A (Forgot her name...) and somehow they struck a chord in me. Made me reflect on our way back to school.
I realized a lot of things... So many things... (This one I'll write tomorrow or on Friday)
Haven't seen the latest episode of American Idol.
Tomorrow's another hell day. Unit exam sa Micro - one chapter lang pero super haba at ang dadaming mememorize-in na mga gamot. Sh*t! Tapos may long test sa MicroLab. Di ko maintindihan yung mga nireport previously. Sh*t!
One helpful act I remembered from the TV series LOST:
Jack: "I only let 10 seconds of fear get through me. After that, my fear - its over." (not the same words but that's the gist of what he said)
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
I miss my mom.
Right after watching the new commercial of Vaseline - yeah, the one where Nikki Gil is singing the 'jingle' of a sort of mini-movie which chronicles the relationship of a mother and her daughter (with exaggerated straight and shiny hair) - I cried. Well, not cried. A degree less than crying.
I miss my mom so much.
I remember my high school graduation - which was the worst graduation one could have. Both of my parents were not here during that time. Can you imagine how terrible I felt? I mean, although, I have no awards which they could be proud of, its just a nice feeling to share your accomplishments with the people you love.
Nikki Gil has such an angelic voice. It gives the ad a more dramatic feeling. I don't mind the lengthy commercial.
But, I still use Head & Shoulders for my shampoo and Palmolive Naturals for my conditioner. :p
Right after watching the new commercial of Vaseline - yeah, the one where Nikki Gil is singing the 'jingle' of a sort of mini-movie which chronicles the relationship of a mother and her daughter (with exaggerated straight and shiny hair) - I cried. Well, not cried. A degree less than crying.
I miss my mom so much.
I remember my high school graduation - which was the worst graduation one could have. Both of my parents were not here during that time. Can you imagine how terrible I felt? I mean, although, I have no awards which they could be proud of, its just a nice feeling to share your accomplishments with the people you love.
Nikki Gil has such an angelic voice. It gives the ad a more dramatic feeling. I don't mind the lengthy commercial.
But, I still use Head & Shoulders for my shampoo and Palmolive Naturals for my conditioner. :p
Sunday, February 12, 2006
Saturday, February 04, 2006
Lord, what is the reason behind what happened today? Why did you let that happen? What do you want to teach us from that tragedy?
In case you're hiding under a man hole and don't have a tv, you probably won't know that around 70 people died today from a stampede in Phil. Sports Arena a.k.a. Ultra in their hopes of winning something from the first Anniversary of Wowowee.
I was on my way to school when I heard about that tragic news. During that time, only 20 people were reportedly dead on the scene due to the stampede. I thought that was the end of the deaths but boy, was I wrong! Twenty people is tragic. Seventy is devastating.
God, I can't explain how depressed I am feeling right now.
Those people waited for almost all of their lives just to get a chance to win something. They hoped for a life-changing moment. And, I guess, that's what they got.
I just feel so depressed. Depressed as in, my-heart-is-bleeding-figuratively kind of depression. Why Lord, did you let this happen? Help us find the reason why? Are you testing the people behind Wowowee? Gosh, what is the reason?
This is so frustrating. Argh...
I love watching Wowowee. I find it very... entertaining... and charitable. Although, I get irritated by some of Willie's green jokes (which, I personally think have been mild compared to what he's done before), I really find the spirit of sharing and giving very much alive in their show. Its very inspiring to see the 'richer' Filipinos give a little of what they have to the unfortunate Filipinos. The TFC subscribers giving dollars without hesitation is so inspiring. The contestants just asking for what they need and not asking for more is... Inspiring.
The show has inspired me to want less and give more.
And, of course, eventhough the network hypes their goal of giving to the poor (which I sometimes find annoying), I don't mind. Both networks (ABS CBN and GMA) do the same. They act as if they are the only ones who should help other people. Puh-leez. Can we just get along?
Another related story...
On my way home tonight, the people inside the FX were talking about the tragedy in Ultra. What pissed me off was what the lady said. It was bashing the show. I mean saying negative things about it. In my mind, I was like, " Tumigil ka na nga. Buti nga tinutulungan yung mga mas mahihirap." If I were out of my mind, I would have gone ballistic and shouted at her. Jeez!
Can we just get along?
Pwede tama na ang network war? Kasi, kung hindi dahil diyan hindi naman i-eexploit ng both networks ang poverty ng mga Pilipino.
I feel bad. So bad talaga. Hindi ko ma-explain. I feel bad for ABS CBN because they should've known better how to handle a great deal of people. I feel bad for the people behind Wowowee because all they wanted was to help (and, of course, win the ratings war), but their intention was not enough to save lives. I feel bad for Willie because... I just feel bad for everyone.
All I can do is write about it and pray for everyone.
This is so disheartening. I am crying right now.
In case you're hiding under a man hole and don't have a tv, you probably won't know that around 70 people died today from a stampede in Phil. Sports Arena a.k.a. Ultra in their hopes of winning something from the first Anniversary of Wowowee.
I was on my way to school when I heard about that tragic news. During that time, only 20 people were reportedly dead on the scene due to the stampede. I thought that was the end of the deaths but boy, was I wrong! Twenty people is tragic. Seventy is devastating.
God, I can't explain how depressed I am feeling right now.
Those people waited for almost all of their lives just to get a chance to win something. They hoped for a life-changing moment. And, I guess, that's what they got.
I just feel so depressed. Depressed as in, my-heart-is-bleeding-figuratively kind of depression. Why Lord, did you let this happen? Help us find the reason why? Are you testing the people behind Wowowee? Gosh, what is the reason?
This is so frustrating. Argh...
I love watching Wowowee. I find it very... entertaining... and charitable. Although, I get irritated by some of Willie's green jokes (which, I personally think have been mild compared to what he's done before), I really find the spirit of sharing and giving very much alive in their show. Its very inspiring to see the 'richer' Filipinos give a little of what they have to the unfortunate Filipinos. The TFC subscribers giving dollars without hesitation is so inspiring. The contestants just asking for what they need and not asking for more is... Inspiring.
The show has inspired me to want less and give more.
And, of course, eventhough the network hypes their goal of giving to the poor (which I sometimes find annoying), I don't mind. Both networks (ABS CBN and GMA) do the same. They act as if they are the only ones who should help other people. Puh-leez. Can we just get along?
Another related story...
On my way home tonight, the people inside the FX were talking about the tragedy in Ultra. What pissed me off was what the lady said. It was bashing the show. I mean saying negative things about it. In my mind, I was like, " Tumigil ka na nga. Buti nga tinutulungan yung mga mas mahihirap." If I were out of my mind, I would have gone ballistic and shouted at her. Jeez!
Can we just get along?
Pwede tama na ang network war? Kasi, kung hindi dahil diyan hindi naman i-eexploit ng both networks ang poverty ng mga Pilipino.
I feel bad. So bad talaga. Hindi ko ma-explain. I feel bad for ABS CBN because they should've known better how to handle a great deal of people. I feel bad for the people behind Wowowee because all they wanted was to help (and, of course, win the ratings war), but their intention was not enough to save lives. I feel bad for Willie because... I just feel bad for everyone.
All I can do is write about it and pray for everyone.
This is so disheartening. I am crying right now.
Thursday, February 02, 2006
I am super high right now, I can't even explain. I feel like I am under a drug and I can't seem to stop thinking about Carol Banawa and whether she got through American Idol 5 or not. I saw today the auditions in Austin. And I saw her. She had a short exposure. Around 3 seconds. But I wasn't able to see the actual auditions. And, I didn't know whether she got through or not. Argh... I am positive that that's her. I saw it on the AI's site. Gosh! I'm going gaga over this thing. I do hope she got through. She definitely has a chance.
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Did she get through? I am praying she did.
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If that won't work just copy and paste this:
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Did she get through? I am praying she did.
I am so addicted to Dreamofthis . I found this site through Yahoo! because I was searching for a convenient wish list site which is easy to use, can be used in any site and looks cute. Right now, I already selected around 60 wishes which I hope those who know me will get for my 18th birthday. (Hint! Hint!)
Most of those wishes are expensive but, who knows my richer relatives could pitch in and buy me that MacBook Pro.
Try it! You'll get addicted to it. Hehe...
Anyway, I went to Quiapo Church this morning to pray for my father's medical exam... He's not finish yet, according to him. I hope he does fine. Please pray for him...
Most of those wishes are expensive but, who knows my richer relatives could pitch in and buy me that MacBook Pro.
Try it! You'll get addicted to it. Hehe...
Anyway, I went to Quiapo Church this morning to pray for my father's medical exam... He's not finish yet, according to him. I hope he does fine. Please pray for him...
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
I had mixed emotions tonight.Well, I was able to talk to my friend from elementary (co-Kulasa) - Stephanie Hazel Arroyo through IM. We talked about school and all that stuff. Nothing much, really. And although I feel happy for them, I felt bad (again) about myself. I felt bad that I am not able to reach my full potential. I don't know. Maybe, its just me and my insecurities.
Yeah! Whatever.
Choi, taught me this new 'conio' statement, "I know. Right?" When you do it the conio way it should sound like this, "I know. Righ?" I don't know how to type it but I am sure you know how that sounds.
I am really having fun doing this wish list thingy. Its so cool to have all your wants in a site and your friends, family, anyone - rich or not so rich - could see 'em. And, maybe they could buy you those things. Sweet!
Iris made me realize something. I still don't have a plan for my 18th birthday. No big deal for me. I mean, my friends and I could just eat out (hmm, in Cabalen or TGIF, maybe?) or stay in a hotel (Westin, Intercon) or perhaps, just go to EK. Worse, in Star City. Talk about being a woman.
Sheesh!
Is it really needed to have a big birthday party? I mean, we don't have a lot of money. Y'know got to live by our means. Pwede bang i-cash na lang para makabili ako ng MacBook Pro.
Ah, ewan. What will be, will be.
Sh*t! This is so inevitable. Grabe! I can't believe it.
Jecca an I are going to meet on Friday. Excited na ako.
I am currently craving for Siomai and Indonesian Fried Rice.
Keeping my fingers crossed for Felicity Huffman as the Best Actress for Academy Awards on the 5th of March.
Yeah! Whatever.
Choi, taught me this new 'conio' statement, "I know. Right?" When you do it the conio way it should sound like this, "I know. Righ?" I don't know how to type it but I am sure you know how that sounds.
I am really having fun doing this wish list thingy. Its so cool to have all your wants in a site and your friends, family, anyone - rich or not so rich - could see 'em. And, maybe they could buy you those things. Sweet!
Iris made me realize something. I still don't have a plan for my 18th birthday. No big deal for me. I mean, my friends and I could just eat out (hmm, in Cabalen or TGIF, maybe?) or stay in a hotel (Westin, Intercon) or perhaps, just go to EK. Worse, in Star City. Talk about being a woman.
Sheesh!
Is it really needed to have a big birthday party? I mean, we don't have a lot of money. Y'know got to live by our means. Pwede bang i-cash na lang para makabili ako ng MacBook Pro.
Ah, ewan. What will be, will be.
Sh*t! This is so inevitable. Grabe! I can't believe it.
Jecca an I are going to meet on Friday. Excited na ako.
I am currently craving for Siomai and Indonesian Fried Rice.
Keeping my fingers crossed for Felicity Huffman as the Best Actress for Academy Awards on the 5th of March.
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