Your Christmas Song Is

Frosty the SnowmanWas a jolly happy soulWith a corncob pipe and a button noseAnd two eyes made out of coal Snowball fights, sledding, and tons of hot chocolate with candy canes.Christmas is all about reliving the adventures of your youth.

What Christmas Carol Are You?

We're not yet through with the packing. And, by the way, my dad and I are getting along already.

I am excited for the trip tomorrow. Davao, here we come! I am sooo excited.

At this very moment, I am still keeping my fingers crossed. I hope Jason will be the first Pinoy Big Brother winner.

Anyway, today was supposedly the worldwide release of the movie Memoirs of a Geisha but, when I called the Gateway Cineplex, the lady said that they still don't have the copy of Memoirs of a Geisha.

I saw movie reviews from Yahoo! and from Eonline. The reviews weren't as good as I thought they would be. Yahoo! gave it a 3 out of 4 rating. And, Eonline compared the movie to a beautifully wrapped present but with a disappointing content.

But, that won't stop me from seeing the movie. I' d have to see it for myself.

To more serious things...

At this moment, I hate my father. I really do. But, I don't really care. He doesn't seem to like me. I think he loves my sister more than me. I don't care if he doesn't love me or like me or whatever. I don't care if he ignores me. I don't care if he hates me too. I hate hime more. The feeling is mutual.

But, of course, I am lying to myself when I say that I don't care. Of course, I do care. He's my father, dammit! I just need to fool myself and hate him so, that I won't get hurt.

Iyak na lang ako mamaya...

This is, I think, my second time to use my free internet account in school, which I think is kinda cool. It gives me the university kind of feel. Y'know.

Anyway, since I am using my free account better use it for good things - like this precious blog of mine. Okay, so what happened today?

Well, I was supposed to wake up at 3 in the morning in order for me to read the literature homework our teacher gave us. I already finished reading the first selection entitled, Love, Faith, Time, and Dr. Lazaro by Gregorio Brillantes, which I didn't enjoy reading. The story was too boring for me. It wasn't entertaining nor insightful. I just found myself sleeping in between pages. That's how boring it was. Well, I get bored easily. I was able to answer the questions that followed but I really had a hard time because I didn't quite grasp the author's intention for writing that crappy short story.

I hate short stories that contain too many words which don't really give a good description of things. I mean, can't you do your describing in a few words while maintaining the reader's interest and at the same time, making the reader feel what you want her to feel. Well, I believe that good writers are made of that stuff.

Anyway, there's this another selection entitled Generations. I didn't read it. I was too sleepy to even think about of reading it. So, instead of reading I continued my favorite pasttime, sleeping. I slept and slept and woke up at around 630. I decided not to continue with the reading and just try to study our Health Care handouts which is no big, really. But because I didn't wake up at the right side of the bed, I just continued sleeping.

I left for school armed with my favorite Ham & Cheese Croissant because I haven't eaten, yet. Then, guess what? After meeting with my good ol' friends - Rocel, Iris, Beth, Stella - our teacher, Sir Mes approached us and said that there will be no classes today because of some meeting. But, he left us with a homework which is my cup of tea. A reflection paper answering, "What motivates me in life?" For sure, when I get into my writing-and-pouring-out-all-my-feelings mode I'll be putting a lot of time in this.

Then, here I am. Writing about my boring life. Which isn't really boring. Let's just say 1% boring and 99% rocking!

Where should I start?

We finally took the first test out of the many tests that we'll be taking as a prerequisite for the Summer (I think). The goal of course is to be able to answer the tests and meet their standards. Para maka-create sila ng good nurses.

The personality test involves two statements and we are to choose which one we liked better. You know, typical psychological testing. After taking the test, I realized that I am such a self-centered, obsessive compulsive, non-conformist person. At least, that's what I think. I wonder, do they like self-centered, obsessive compulsive, non-conformist nurses?

To uglier things...

Can somebody bring out the worst from a person? But of course.

Okay, there's this girl in our class who is really irritating me. I'm sorry but she really does. Argh... You know that kind of feeling that makes you go red in the face because you are so irritated with her even if she didn't do anything. She's the type of person that does the typical things that aren't irritating but when she does it - ooh, you just wish you have a boxing glove to punch her in the face and say "Pwede ba? I'm not talking to you." Argh... I just can't explain it. Sheesh.

I'm trying my best to be nice to her but, she does things that makes you don't like her. The words that are coming out from her mouth - they sound different. Words are so beautiful, entertaining, inspiring when it comes from anyone else but words from her mouth are morphed into Hillary Duff's songs - aka irritatingly irritating. Pweh!

There's this time that I've been rude to her. Actually, I was concerned but, because of my tactlessness my good deed made me appear like I'm the worst person on earth. And, I did feel like the worst person on earth. I was guilty after that incident and said my sincere apologies. But, even after that, argh...

Do you understand me?

Talking to her and telling how I feel about her is an option. But, I don't know if it'd work. She's putting a wall.

But you know, it also dawned on me that she might have a problem of some sort and her angst and other feelings are being channeled into the way she treats other people around her. She may be experiencing troubles that are too terrible to bear and that her worst side is bringing out the worst in me.

I hate it when I do this. I don't like talking about people. But, as you can see, I did talk about her. This will be the first time and the last that I'll talk about her.

Help!

Inevitable Things
Death. Such an inevitable thing. And two of my friends experienced the pain of losing their loved ones because God already brought them back home. Grazie and Alex lost their fathers recently. And, I just want to tell them that I truly admire the strength that they have for carrying on with life inspite of this turn of events. I have no idea what you're feeling right now but, always remember that if you need somebody to talk to or just about anything that I could help you with - I'll do my very best to be there for you and comfort you. Remember Jeremiah 29:11. Don't lose faith. Hang in there!

Pahingi ng Apple
Which is better the Macintosh or the Windows? I have no idea, really. I am thinking of buying a laptop and I don't know which one should I choose. I visited apple.com and it seems that Mac is a better choice but, I don't know. Fill me in. When buying a PC or a laptop, what questions should I ask? What are the things that I should look for in a computer? Madali lang akong kausap. Ang gusto ko lang sa computer ay makapagcreate ng word files, excel files & powerpoint presentations, tsaka makagawa & edit ng movies, makapanood ng movies, makapag-burn, easy sharing of photos, videos, and other multimedia files, makagawa ng topnotch webpage for me and for others, makapag-internet ng mabilis, makagawa ng graphics, makapag-compose ng music. Tapos gusto ko din na madali lang i-upgrade. Large memory is a must. Kung existent nga lang yung 500GB yun na ang gusto ko. Hehe! Yun!

Waah! December 2 na! Grabe talaga. Time flies. Parang kailan lang ay I'm suffering from Anatomy tapos ngayon, I'm up for interview na. Time flies talaga.

How soon is NOW? - from a Human tee

Now is gone.

Obsession
I am obsessed with Heath Ledger and Charlize Theron. Waah! And Eric Bana. And Johnny Depp. And, being the next Oprah Winfrey. Or, at least go to a Favorite Things Episode of her show.

December Reds and Blues
My cousins, Steph and Fel, will be visiting the Philippines this month. I am so excited to see them. Its been ages since we last saw eash other. Aside from that, we'll be spending our Christmas in Davao! We'll leave on the 18th and get back on the 30th. I am so excited. I have a strong feeling that this Christmas break will truly be a BREAK.

The five of us - Rocel, Beth, Stella, Iris, and myself are doing the traditional kris kringle. Nabunot ko si Harry Potter. I wonder kung sino 'to. At ano kaya ang bibilhin kong gift. At saan ako kukuha ng pera.

December is equal to getting short of cash and getting a load of expenses. Dang it! We all need money. We all don't have money

Big Night - Yeah Right!
I am not enthusiastic about the big night that the SNA prepared. Although, I admire their efforts to bring the SNA closer. I thought they knew what we liked. They are hiring some Pinoy Pop Superstar whatever. And, they are supposed to have a PBB housemate - I just hope it isn't Raquel, or Bob, or Rico, or Jenn, or JB, or Chx, or anyone that I hate. I just want to see Sam, Cass, Uma, and Jason.

And, puh-leez dun sa President ng SNA, please don't act as if you don't know what PBB is. I admire your efforts as a President. But, you are just getting on my nerves when you do that pa-cutesy stuff that aren't cute.

But, I'd still go.

Starting Over
According to Zenaida Seva, that today is a good time to start something new. And, I'll do just that.

Memoirs of a Geisha
Don't forget its on the 10th!

Injection and Bad Stuff
Today, I'll be out to pay for my tuition. I'll also buy stuff for our return demonstration for Parenteral Administration tomorrow. Also, I need to review for a test tomorrow for Literature. Can my day get any worse?

I'm scared for tomorrows return demonstration. Wrong site for injection could lead to death, y'know. I don't think I'll be a good nurse. Could I be a better architect? (Here, I go again)