At this very moment, I am still keeping my fingers crossed. I hope Jason will be the first Pinoy Big Brother winner.

Anyway, today was supposedly the worldwide release of the movie Memoirs of a Geisha but, when I called the Gateway Cineplex, the lady said that they still don't have the copy of Memoirs of a Geisha.

I saw movie reviews from Yahoo! and from Eonline. The reviews weren't as good as I thought they would be. Yahoo! gave it a 3 out of 4 rating. And, Eonline compared the movie to a beautifully wrapped present but with a disappointing content.

But, that won't stop me from seeing the movie. I' d have to see it for myself.

To more serious things...

At this moment, I hate my father. I really do. But, I don't really care. He doesn't seem to like me. I think he loves my sister more than me. I don't care if he doesn't love me or like me or whatever. I don't care if he ignores me. I don't care if he hates me too. I hate hime more. The feeling is mutual.

But, of course, I am lying to myself when I say that I don't care. Of course, I do care. He's my father, dammit! I just need to fool myself and hate him so, that I won't get hurt.

Iyak na lang ako mamaya...