Where should I start?

We finally took the first test out of the many tests that we'll be taking as a prerequisite for the Summer (I think). The goal of course is to be able to answer the tests and meet their standards. Para maka-create sila ng good nurses.

The personality test involves two statements and we are to choose which one we liked better. You know, typical psychological testing. After taking the test, I realized that I am such a self-centered, obsessive compulsive, non-conformist person. At least, that's what I think. I wonder, do they like self-centered, obsessive compulsive, non-conformist nurses?

To uglier things...

Can somebody bring out the worst from a person? But of course.

Okay, there's this girl in our class who is really irritating me. I'm sorry but she really does. Argh... You know that kind of feeling that makes you go red in the face because you are so irritated with her even if she didn't do anything. She's the type of person that does the typical things that aren't irritating but when she does it - ooh, you just wish you have a boxing glove to punch her in the face and say "Pwede ba? I'm not talking to you." Argh... I just can't explain it. Sheesh.

I'm trying my best to be nice to her but, she does things that makes you don't like her. The words that are coming out from her mouth - they sound different. Words are so beautiful, entertaining, inspiring when it comes from anyone else but words from her mouth are morphed into Hillary Duff's songs - aka irritatingly irritating. Pweh!

There's this time that I've been rude to her. Actually, I was concerned but, because of my tactlessness my good deed made me appear like I'm the worst person on earth. And, I did feel like the worst person on earth. I was guilty after that incident and said my sincere apologies. But, even after that, argh...

Do you understand me?

Talking to her and telling how I feel about her is an option. But, I don't know if it'd work. She's putting a wall.

But you know, it also dawned on me that she might have a problem of some sort and her angst and other feelings are being channeled into the way she treats other people around her. She may be experiencing troubles that are too terrible to bear and that her worst side is bringing out the worst in me.

I hate it when I do this. I don't like talking about people. But, as you can see, I did talk about her. This will be the first time and the last that I'll talk about her.

Help!