I have drank my first San Mig Light last night. I wasn't forced, really. Not that forced. Okay. I felt forced but, I gave in. So, the guilt is all on me. Too much drinking is bad. I only had several sips. And, I am a responsible drinker. Didn't like the taste of the beer. Nasty! For me, ha. I still like Margaritas.

I have slurry speech today... Could this be a hang-over? Whatev.

I am really guilty. I told my mom about it. She said she trusted me and that I know what is right from wrong. Hmm...

Hay... What is happening?

Bought 2 CDs yesterday - the APO Cd, and the One Tree Hill Vol. 1 OST. I love the One Tree Hill CD. My fave song is Track 13 - The First Cut is the Deepest by Sheryl Crow. I love the song. Should I say, can relate ako. Hehe. Whatev.

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What is it? I am naive. I am in quiet desperation. I am concealed. Yet, transparent. Hmm... When the stars go blue... Where do I go when I am lonely?

The tears that I can't cry out are the most painful tears.