I just got home from school. Although I want to feel depressed, my being right now is just so numb that I'd rather fool myself to feel happy than to feel nothing at all. Oh well.

The only thing that keeps me going right now, aside from my family and friends is God. God and his promises.

I know everthing will turn out right. I know so. I believe that it will. God promised me. God promised us.

Read James 1.