Your Christmas Song Is

Frosty the SnowmanWas a jolly happy soulWith a corncob pipe and a button noseAnd two eyes made out of coal Snowball fights, sledding, and tons of hot chocolate with candy canes.Christmas is all about reliving the adventures of your youth.

What Christmas Carol Are You?

We're not yet through with the packing. And, by the way, my dad and I are getting along already.

I am excited for the trip tomorrow. Davao, here we come! I am sooo excited.

At this very moment, I am still keeping my fingers crossed. I hope Jason will be the first Pinoy Big Brother winner.

Anyway, today was supposedly the worldwide release of the movie Memoirs of a Geisha but, when I called the Gateway Cineplex, the lady said that they still don't have the copy of Memoirs of a Geisha.

I saw movie reviews from Yahoo! and from Eonline. The reviews weren't as good as I thought they would be. Yahoo! gave it a 3 out of 4 rating. And, Eonline compared the movie to a beautifully wrapped present but with a disappointing content.

But, that won't stop me from seeing the movie. I' d have to see it for myself.

To more serious things...

At this moment, I hate my father. I really do. But, I don't really care. He doesn't seem to like me. I think he loves my sister more than me. I don't care if he doesn't love me or like me or whatever. I don't care if he ignores me. I don't care if he hates me too. I hate hime more. The feeling is mutual.

But, of course, I am lying to myself when I say that I don't care. Of course, I do care. He's my father, dammit! I just need to fool myself and hate him so, that I won't get hurt.

Iyak na lang ako mamaya...

This is, I think, my second time to use my free internet account in school, which I think is kinda cool. It gives me the university kind of feel. Y'know.

Anyway, since I am using my free account better use it for good things - like this precious blog of mine. Okay, so what happened today?

Well, I was supposed to wake up at 3 in the morning in order for me to read the literature homework our teacher gave us. I already finished reading the first selection entitled, Love, Faith, Time, and Dr. Lazaro by Gregorio Brillantes, which I didn't enjoy reading. The story was too boring for me. It wasn't entertaining nor insightful. I just found myself sleeping in between pages. That's how boring it was. Well, I get bored easily. I was able to answer the questions that followed but I really had a hard time because I didn't quite grasp the author's intention for writing that crappy short story.

I hate short stories that contain too many words which don't really give a good description of things. I mean, can't you do your describing in a few words while maintaining the reader's interest and at the same time, making the reader feel what you want her to feel. Well, I believe that good writers are made of that stuff.

Anyway, there's this another selection entitled Generations. I didn't read it. I was too sleepy to even think about of reading it. So, instead of reading I continued my favorite pasttime, sleeping. I slept and slept and woke up at around 630. I decided not to continue with the reading and just try to study our Health Care handouts which is no big, really. But because I didn't wake up at the right side of the bed, I just continued sleeping.

I left for school armed with my favorite Ham & Cheese Croissant because I haven't eaten, yet. Then, guess what? After meeting with my good ol' friends - Rocel, Iris, Beth, Stella - our teacher, Sir Mes approached us and said that there will be no classes today because of some meeting. But, he left us with a homework which is my cup of tea. A reflection paper answering, "What motivates me in life?" For sure, when I get into my writing-and-pouring-out-all-my-feelings mode I'll be putting a lot of time in this.

Then, here I am. Writing about my boring life. Which isn't really boring. Let's just say 1% boring and 99% rocking!

Where should I start?

We finally took the first test out of the many tests that we'll be taking as a prerequisite for the Summer (I think). The goal of course is to be able to answer the tests and meet their standards. Para maka-create sila ng good nurses.

The personality test involves two statements and we are to choose which one we liked better. You know, typical psychological testing. After taking the test, I realized that I am such a self-centered, obsessive compulsive, non-conformist person. At least, that's what I think. I wonder, do they like self-centered, obsessive compulsive, non-conformist nurses?

To uglier things...

Can somebody bring out the worst from a person? But of course.

Okay, there's this girl in our class who is really irritating me. I'm sorry but she really does. Argh... You know that kind of feeling that makes you go red in the face because you are so irritated with her even if she didn't do anything. She's the type of person that does the typical things that aren't irritating but when she does it - ooh, you just wish you have a boxing glove to punch her in the face and say "Pwede ba? I'm not talking to you." Argh... I just can't explain it. Sheesh.

I'm trying my best to be nice to her but, she does things that makes you don't like her. The words that are coming out from her mouth - they sound different. Words are so beautiful, entertaining, inspiring when it comes from anyone else but words from her mouth are morphed into Hillary Duff's songs - aka irritatingly irritating. Pweh!

There's this time that I've been rude to her. Actually, I was concerned but, because of my tactlessness my good deed made me appear like I'm the worst person on earth. And, I did feel like the worst person on earth. I was guilty after that incident and said my sincere apologies. But, even after that, argh...

Do you understand me?

Talking to her and telling how I feel about her is an option. But, I don't know if it'd work. She's putting a wall.

But you know, it also dawned on me that she might have a problem of some sort and her angst and other feelings are being channeled into the way she treats other people around her. She may be experiencing troubles that are too terrible to bear and that her worst side is bringing out the worst in me.

I hate it when I do this. I don't like talking about people. But, as you can see, I did talk about her. This will be the first time and the last that I'll talk about her.

Help!

Inevitable Things
Death. Such an inevitable thing. And two of my friends experienced the pain of losing their loved ones because God already brought them back home. Grazie and Alex lost their fathers recently. And, I just want to tell them that I truly admire the strength that they have for carrying on with life inspite of this turn of events. I have no idea what you're feeling right now but, always remember that if you need somebody to talk to or just about anything that I could help you with - I'll do my very best to be there for you and comfort you. Remember Jeremiah 29:11. Don't lose faith. Hang in there!

Pahingi ng Apple
Which is better the Macintosh or the Windows? I have no idea, really. I am thinking of buying a laptop and I don't know which one should I choose. I visited apple.com and it seems that Mac is a better choice but, I don't know. Fill me in. When buying a PC or a laptop, what questions should I ask? What are the things that I should look for in a computer? Madali lang akong kausap. Ang gusto ko lang sa computer ay makapagcreate ng word files, excel files & powerpoint presentations, tsaka makagawa & edit ng movies, makapanood ng movies, makapag-burn, easy sharing of photos, videos, and other multimedia files, makagawa ng topnotch webpage for me and for others, makapag-internet ng mabilis, makagawa ng graphics, makapag-compose ng music. Tapos gusto ko din na madali lang i-upgrade. Large memory is a must. Kung existent nga lang yung 500GB yun na ang gusto ko. Hehe! Yun!

Waah! December 2 na! Grabe talaga. Time flies. Parang kailan lang ay I'm suffering from Anatomy tapos ngayon, I'm up for interview na. Time flies talaga.

How soon is NOW? - from a Human tee

Now is gone.

Obsession
I am obsessed with Heath Ledger and Charlize Theron. Waah! And Eric Bana. And Johnny Depp. And, being the next Oprah Winfrey. Or, at least go to a Favorite Things Episode of her show.

December Reds and Blues
My cousins, Steph and Fel, will be visiting the Philippines this month. I am so excited to see them. Its been ages since we last saw eash other. Aside from that, we'll be spending our Christmas in Davao! We'll leave on the 18th and get back on the 30th. I am so excited. I have a strong feeling that this Christmas break will truly be a BREAK.

The five of us - Rocel, Beth, Stella, Iris, and myself are doing the traditional kris kringle. Nabunot ko si Harry Potter. I wonder kung sino 'to. At ano kaya ang bibilhin kong gift. At saan ako kukuha ng pera.

December is equal to getting short of cash and getting a load of expenses. Dang it! We all need money. We all don't have money

Big Night - Yeah Right!
I am not enthusiastic about the big night that the SNA prepared. Although, I admire their efforts to bring the SNA closer. I thought they knew what we liked. They are hiring some Pinoy Pop Superstar whatever. And, they are supposed to have a PBB housemate - I just hope it isn't Raquel, or Bob, or Rico, or Jenn, or JB, or Chx, or anyone that I hate. I just want to see Sam, Cass, Uma, and Jason.

And, puh-leez dun sa President ng SNA, please don't act as if you don't know what PBB is. I admire your efforts as a President. But, you are just getting on my nerves when you do that pa-cutesy stuff that aren't cute.

But, I'd still go.

Starting Over
According to Zenaida Seva, that today is a good time to start something new. And, I'll do just that.

Memoirs of a Geisha
Don't forget its on the 10th!

Injection and Bad Stuff
Today, I'll be out to pay for my tuition. I'll also buy stuff for our return demonstration for Parenteral Administration tomorrow. Also, I need to review for a test tomorrow for Literature. Can my day get any worse?

I'm scared for tomorrows return demonstration. Wrong site for injection could lead to death, y'know. I don't think I'll be a good nurse. Could I be a better architect? (Here, I go again)

Hay! Welcome back to me!

School Rantings
Ang dami kong ginagawa ngayon. Grabe! Mag-ppractice kami tomorrow na mag-inject ng tao. Grabe! Nakakakaba. I hope that I don't screw up. Sowper!

All of my teachers for this sem sucks! And, I mean all.

Yung SHE teacher namin - super kapuso (which is not bad thing naman) pero, I don't like her. Yung reasoning niya napaka-illogical. Grr! Sabi niya nung isang discussion namin, "Wala namang culture yang mga western countries. (She was pertaining to the show Pinoy Big Brother tapos, biglang wala ng culture kaagad yung western countries.)" Paki-define nga ang cuture.

I was looking forward na maging maganda ang Lit class ko. Guess what? Super boring nung teacher although, mabait naman siya. By mabait, ibig sabihin hindi nagagalit kaya pwede na. Pero, I still don't like her.

Physics. By far, ito na ang subject na favorite ko. Ayoko nung teacher at all. But, I like the subject so ayos na ako dun.

Ang aming mga Health Care teachers ay yung so-called "campus heartthrobs". Si Sir Mes and Sir Sig (na-crush ko dati). Okay lang silang teachers. I mean I have to like them dahil 5 units ang subject na 'to. Pero, I still don't like them but I don't hate them. Civil.Gusto ko yung subject. Interesting but not quite.

Lab teacher for Microbio is okay. Pero, ang hirap magpa-test. Imagine, first quiz ay over 70! Grr! Pero okay na din compared sa Lec teacher namin! Ohh, that Ms. Dotimas! Grr! Embodiment of the worst teacher. Actually, wala naman siyang ginagawang masama pero, there's something about her that makes you not like her. Ewan ko! Basta! Ayoko sa kanya. As in!

Mga Buntis
Na-shock ako nung ibalita sa amin na 3 of our batchmates got pregnant. I thought that those things only happen to stupid people. Turns out, my batchmates are stupid. Grabe! Hello?!?! I mean, high school pa lang ay tinuturo na ang condoms and pills. At ngayong college, tinuro din yan - Anatomy and Health Care. Ewan ko kung tanga lang sila o sadyang hindi nakikinig sa mga guro nila. Grr! Dang it! Stupid! O, paano na yan? You make your decisions live with it. Nakaka-frustrate!

Malapit na ang Pasko! Merry Christmas!

This is my final day to do whatever I want to. Gosh! Dang it! Ding ding ding ding... School's tomorrow. I am so not ready. I don't think that I will ever be ready for school. Sheesh!

I still want to be an Architect or an Interior Designer or a Fashion Designer. I still want to study in a university. But, I think that GOD has already given me the sign that I am so destined to become a nurse. I don't know. I could have failed last sem but by God's grace, He didn't let me. Or, I didn't want to be a failure. I don't want to be a failure that's why, I sort of studied. Well, I couldn't say for a fact that being a Nurse is what I am destined to be. If I had the power to change that, oh, I would. I definitely would. But for now, I'll just go wherever my mistakes, and my decisions take me.

Sometimes, I get tired of accepting the way things are. Sometimes, I get tired of attributing everything as God's divine plan for me. Its hard to feel helpless. You think you're strong enough to handle the problems, but then there's something bigger out there that is way too powerful, you just give up everything and let HIM make things happen.

Do I make sense?

Anyway, I had a good cry last night. A very good cry. I cried about a lot of things. I cried because I still don't want to go to school (which is not a good reason to cry, really). I cried because I felt stupid, irresponsible, stupid, ugly, supid, cruel, mean. The way I felt is comparable to what a trash might feel when she's been thrown out. I feel like a used candle. After shining brightly, giving light to those in need - after being someone of use, I already lost the light I had. My wax has finally melted, the wick has burned up. I am no candle anymore. I burned into nothingness.

I am so evil at times, I don't even recognize myself.

To other things.

Here is a copy of my grades. My GPA is 1.70. I am so not proud of my Anatomy grades. I know I could've done better with Anatomy. But then again...

PE103 (Swimming) - 1.50
CS101 (Computer) - 1.25
SOCIO102 (Socio and Anthropology) - 1.50
HAP111 (Anatomy) - 2.75
HC101 (Health Care) - 1.25

Sayang hindi na ako DL may discount pa naman sa tuition fee.

And here is my new schedule.

Mondays and Thursdays
1130 - 100 MicrobioLec
200 - 400 MicrobioLab
430 - 700 Physics and Trigo

Tuesdays
800 - 1000 PE (Team Sports)

Wednesdays and Saturdays
900 - 1030 SHE100 ( I have no idea what this is)
1030 - 1200 LIT102 (Philippine Literature! argh!)
130 - 300 HC102Lec
300 - 600 HC102RLE

That schedule pretty sucks! It really sucks! Pweh! Can't my life get any better? I wonder what lies ahead. Somebody help!

By the way, I am planning to change my mode of transportation for this sem. You see, when I was in my first year I had to allot one hour and 30 minutes for my transpo time when riding an FX bound to Cubao. Traffic is horrible in España and Quiapo. Sheesh! But this past sem, I am guilty of spending a lot of money because I wake up late and because of that I need to take a cab which can bring me to school at half the time but 5 times the transpo fee (equal to 100 bucks!). So, what I am going to try is to use the LRT.

First, I'll ride the LRT 1 (the yellow line I think) and go down at Doroteo Jose. That would take me around 10 - 15 minutes and 15 pesos? (I'm not yet sure) And, I'll walk from the LRT 1 Station to the LRT 2 Station., This will take me about 10 minutes because the walkway is so long. This will be a good exercise for me. From there, I'll ride the LRT 2 Station and go down at Cubao. Ride a jeepney to E. Rodriguez. Voila! My estimated transpo time: 35 - 45 minutes. Extimated transpo fee: around 50 pesos

Jeez! I am tired of writing about it. Do you think that this is a good idea? I don't know. I may have to rely on the good ol' cabs!

Ayoko pang mag-end ang sembreak! Nooooooo! Please not yet. This is so unfair. I'm not yet bored. Besides, I have thiscared. I only know around 7 people in my block. Screw that enrollment! Sheesh. Argh...

This is my current favorite song.

Because of You
Kelly Clarkson

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so
I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so
I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of youI learned to play on the safe side so
I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of youI don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Si Papu ay nandito na! Hehe. Kararating lang niya from Spain - I think. Woohoo!

We were expecting him this week but we didn't expect him to arrive early morning. Oh, well. Anyway, he noticeably lost a lot of weight whereas, I have remained my old, fat, gorgeous me. He emphasized that he was busy working. Hehe. Halata naman.

Pasalubong! Weh! Wala naman masyado. Chocolates. DigiCam (na hindi ko ma-install yung software). Sweater (as if my snow dito). D&G Parfum Light Blue (mabango).

Astig.

I'm just glad he's back. And safe. And gwapo. Hehe.

I'm back.

I finished reading Arthur Golden's Memoirs of a Geisha. Grabe! I never hated a character from a book until this novel! How I hate Hatsumomo. If you ever saw Princess Sarah (the cartoons in ABSCBN), you'll definitely think that Hatsumomo is the twin sister of Lavinia. Argh! What an envious, self-centered biatch!

I like the story. Its very telenevola-ish but with a punch of refinement and culture. I love how Golden describes the kimonos worn by the geishas. But, I don't like the last 5 chapters. It was quite boring.

The story made me look at geishas on a different light. Now, when I see one I'd look at them with respect. Sayuri is such a lovable hero. Hay!

If in case you haven't read this book, it would be worth buying.

Rating: 8.7 out of 10

A Series of Sh*tty, Argh..., and Devastating Events

Argh... Double Arghh...

It all started when I had to cook for breakfast. I fried the ever-complicated Tender Juicy Hotdogs (mini). But my sister, only ate about two hotdogs. Two. Grr. This is so childish of me. But that really hurt me. If yaya were here, she would've finished the whole pack. Are my hotdogs different from yaya's?

After that, I went to school for the enrollment. Beth and I met at the gate. Tadah... Tadah... Tadah... Then, Mira, another friend of ours who is a computer genius pulled me away from Beth.

Mira: Alam na ba ni Beth?
Kaye: Ang alin?
Mira: Di ko 'to sure, ah. Kasi sabi ni (somebody, I forgot who)... hindi daw pumasa si Beth sa removals.
Kaye: Ha? Paano yun? Eh, nung tinawagan namin si Timmy sabi niya pumasa si Beth.
Mira: (in a very reassuring manner) Eh, di ko pa naman sure yun.
Kaye: (scanning the nearest bulletin board) Saan ba yung list? (confused and scared)

For a moment, the scared part of me drowned because we finally saw Rocel, Stella (in a colorful dangling earring ensemble), and Iris. We fell in line to get our cards. But, Beth and I noticed that Rocel looked disturbed. We asked her if she was okay. She said whe wasn't. Being the joker that I am, I tried to crack a joke and do something hilarious but, Rocel said, "Seryoso. May problema talaga." Okay, so there really is a problem. I was thinking maybe somebody died or they lost a lot of money. Their house got burned. I was thinking of something tragic.

It was Beth's turn now.

The girl giving the cards: Omigod! Failed ka sa Anatomy.
Kaye: (looking towards Beth, observing her) Huh? (in a very soft voice... looking towards the girl, irritated)
Beth: (she looked disturbed and annoyed, as well)
A friend of the girl: Ano ka ba? Huwag kang mag-joke ng ganyan
The 'Card-giver': (towards her friend) Hindi. Seryoso ako. (towards Beth) Mahirap ba kay Sir Ho?

I thought that the card-giver was joking but after I got my card, and looked at Beth's card. Okay, so she was telling the truth.

Now, why did Timmy tell us that Beth passed? Another thing, why did that card-giver have to say to her friend that my friend failed? Hello? Why did you ever pass HC101 when you seem to not know what confidentiality is? Argh. What a bi*ch! Grr...

I saw Timmy.

Kaye: (in an irritated, sort of joking kind of way) I hate you! Sabi mo pumasa si Beth.
Timmy: Eh -
Iris: Kaye, syempre na-excite din si Tim
Kaye: (mangilid-ngilid ang luha) Tim, sorry

Our block was supposed to enrol at the same time so that, we'd still be blockmates. But, I guess they didn't want us to be their blockmates (okay, this is super childish and unreasonable of me). Rocel, Beth, Iris, Stella, and I are now on section 6 (with a schedule that sucks) and almost all of them are on section 7 (with a schedule that I'm dying to have). Dang it! I feel so stupid. I am so immature. Well, its not their fault, really. Its our fault because we are so 'excited'. Forgive my ranting, I'll miss them kasi, eh.

Argh. ang dami kong kinaaasaran pero wala na naman akong magagawa kung hindi tanggapin.
I saw Tim again and said sorry for how bitchy I was.

Ow-six kami. Ow-seven na sila. Argh. Naaasar pa rin ako. Hmph!

Prior to this day, the five of us decided to go to Gateway and watch a movie, and just enjoy each other's company. But, Iris and Stella once again left the three of us and go their own separate lives. Naaasar ako kasi napag-usapan na. Pero, baka super kailangan talaga nilang pumunta
at may kailangan silang i-attend na importante. So, okay lang.

We rode the jeepney to Cubao. The driver didn't stop at Gateway he stopped at about a block away from Gateway. Its raining today. So, we crossed the street but this guy in his car continued to drive while he saw us crossing the street. So, we stopped and tried to move backward. But being the inconsiderate moron that he is, he drived in a relatively fast pace and passed through a pothole. Guess what? He splattered dirty water on my pants. Argh! Thank you very much. Sobrang, helpful mo. You made my day brighter. Grr...

We ate at Wendy's. Didn't watch a movie. Strolled inside the mall. Went to Lacoste, Rustan's, Mango, Nike, etc. looking like the alalays of some famous star. We looked horrible and filthy. But, we enjoyed each others company. Kaya ayos na din!

I spotted a jeep with a signboard Vito Cruz Mabini H. Plaza. We said our byes. Paid the driver. And thought about Beth's future, and her remaining months with us. I closed my eyes but I am not asleep. Tapos, bigla na lang nagsisi-alisan yung mga pasahero. Kinukuha nila yung
pamasahe nila sa driver.

Kaye: Ano po ang nangyari? Pinupuno po ba nung driver yung jeep?
The guy in front of me: Hindi. Nahuli kasi ng pulis.
Driver: Putang i#a mo! (towards the MMDA officer, i think)

I was so scared. For all I know, the officer might go ballistic! He might shot the driver. And I might get shot. Poof! Dedo na!

Tadah... Tadah... Tadah...

Sa wakas, nakarating na ako ng Harrison Plaza. Pumasok ako sa second home ko, National Bookstore. I bought another book. An addition to my bodega books. (Pero, ngayon I'm excited to read the book) Yung book ay by Marquez yung Love In Time of Cholera. Tama ba yung title?
Sumakay ako sa sidecar. Pagbaba ko, hindi ko alam na sumabit pala yung pants ko sa isang hook or something dun sa sidecar. Psshwwkk! Ayun na nga. Punit ang pantalon.

Naligo ako tapos, nagsulat ako sa notepad ng entry ko para sa blog kasi ginagamit na ni yaya yung phone. Mga 15-20 lines na yung nasusulat ko iglang nag-restart yung computer. Kung mamalasin ka nga naman.

Tawa na lang tayo! Samahan niyo ako.

At eto po ang Series of S.A.D. Events.

To better things...
My sister won something. Most Promising Athlete. Tsaka, champion yung section nila sa intrams.

Prayer kay LORD
I come to you Father God. Cleanse my heart and my mind. Help me to rely on you. Tanggalin niyo po ang anger sa heart ko. Sorry for acting unGodly. Help! You know my deepest desires. Mold me! Love you. Amen.

What Your Underwear Says About You

You like to think of yourself as innocent, even though you're not! You're sexy, in that pinup girl, tease sort of way.

The Underwear Oracle

Your Career Type: Artistic

You are expressive, original, and independent.Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art. You would make an excellent: Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer Dancer - DJ - Graphic DesignerIllustrator - Musician - Sculptor The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary.

What's" Your Ideal Career?

Cheese Pizza

Traditional and comforting.You focus on living a quality life.You're not easily impressed with novelty.Yet, you easily impress others.

What's" Your Pizza Personality?

Your Hawaiian Name is:

Laka Kekona

What's" your Hawaiian Name?

Your French Name is:

Roslin Millet

What's" Your French Name?

You Are 40% Boyish and 60% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational.You are also giving and kind - a great friend.You are easy going and trusting.However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

Your Hidden Talent

You're super sensitive and easily able to understand situations.You tend to solve complex problems in a flash, without needing a lot of facts.Decision making is easy for you. You have killer intuition.The right path is always clear, and you're a bit of a visionary.

What's" Your Hidden Talent?

Your Power Color Is Teal

At Your Highest: You feel accomplished and optimistic about the future. At Your Lowest: You feel in a slump and lack creativity. In Love: You tend to be many people's ideal partner. How You're Attractive: You make people feel confident and accepted. Your Eternal Question: "What Impression Am I Giving?"

What's" Your Power Color?

One thing that every person who's redesigning his/her blog should know is that one must have a definite plan on what his blog should look like. Argh!

I am so screwed. Argh. I want to change everything that I've done because I sort of don't like my motiff. It's too dull.

I don't know what I want. And, that is what makes this designing thing difficult for me.

I should've taken this more seriously. I should've created a sort of 'design board' or whatever. Grr... I guess, I'll have to start all over again. Or, maybe not. Well, I don't know.

Trivia: Kahapon ko lang nalaman kung paano mag-add ng image sa blog entry ko. Hehe. Sensya na!

i'm still busy about this blog template thingy! got to see bianca gonzales' blog from ala paredes' blog. thanks to leo's blog.

blog. blog. blog.

ang danda danda ng blog ni ala. ang color coordinated. tsaka, sensible writer. artistic pa! asteg noh!

i realized something. i am such a judgmental person. bad! bad!

super busy pa talaga ako. sana maging maayos yung kalabasan nung ginagawa ko. the motiff: sort of peach na medyo light red na ewan. hehe.

This'll be quick!

I never thought that I would be able to sort of 'figure out' how to use Macromedia Fireworks. I was really having a hard time figuring out the how to's of Adobe ImageReady and since Photoshop doesn't work, I decided to try Fireworks instead. Now, I'm addicted! Hehe.

I hope that I'll be able to finish this!

Excited na ako na matapos 'to. Natutuwa ako sa work ko. Very girly - like me!

Good morning!

Aling Cello
Ang mga doughnut ba ng Cello's Doughnuts ay gawa ni Aling Cello? Siguro, kasi nga di ba Cello's doughnuts. Noong pumunta kami two days ago ng aking friend na si Beth at si Arrell sa bahay namin para manood ng The Ring, kami ay dumaan muna sa Cello's. Haay... Ang kulay orange na lugar na yun ay infiltrated ng mga La Sallians or CSB peeps na naghahanap ng masarap at matamis na pagkain. Medyo mahaba yung pila, pero okay lang.

Cello Girl: Ano po order niyo ma'am?
Kaye: Umm, two dozens ng doughnut, assorted tsaka, pillows na may chocoloate dip.
Cello Girl: Ay wala na po kaming pillows.
Kaye: Eh, yung C-shaped doughnuts?
Cello Girl: Wala na rin.
Kaye: Ah, ganun ba? O sige, one dozen of doughnut na lang. Assorted. Tsaka yung mini.

Inabot ang pera. Kinuha ang sukli. Hinihintay ang orange and white boxes.

Kaye: Buti nalang may nag-franchise na ng Cello's dito sa may Vito Cruz. Ang alam ko lang kasi na Cello's ay sa Katipunan. Ang layo!
Cello Girl: Ay, hindi to franchise. Branch po ito. (in a super irritating kind of way)
Kaye: (imitating Toni Gonzaga, to hide my embarassment) Ah, ganun ba. Sorry ha.

Okay. Dun kay Cello Girl, thank you for informing. No thanks din! Buti na lang masarap ang doughnuts niyo! Hehe. I know naman she didn't mean to irritate me. Pero, sige forget nah!

Princess Sarah
Kasalukuyan akong nanonood ng cartoons ng Channel 2. Grabe! I missed this. As in. Na-miss ko si Sarah, ang munting prinsesa.

Bible Words
Please read 1 Timothy 1.

My Being OC
I'm a certified Obsessive Compulsive female. Females are sort of born OC. Tapos OC pa! Super OC na talaga ako. Kaya, for the two weeks na walang klase ay super i-pplan ko ang aking bawat araw. I'm excited.

Where can I buy an organizer na cute, pink, blue, purple, at ang time for the daily sched ay 24 hours? Gusto kong pumunta sa isang Office Warehouse (office warehouse ngza ba?) branch kasi may nabili ang aking friend na si Cari, na close to that description.

Congratulations to 2Nu09!
Thank God! Lahat ng blockmates ko ngayong sem ay pasado! Thank God! As in!

Yesterday, I think 7 or 10 students from our block took the removal exams for Anatomy. They said that the removal exam was easier compared to the Grand Finals (yup, bukod sa Finals na pamatay may Granda Finals na pang-double dead). They were all feeling confident. And they should be! I know they'll pass! Hehe.

The results were posted at around 700 in the evening yesterday. Thank you very much to Timmy for keeping us updated last night sa mga 'whats? whos? and whatevers?' sa school.

Congrats!

My Friend: Charm
Charm. My blockmate first year, first sem (1Nu19). My blockmate first year, second sem (1Nu05). My friend.

Charm, Beth, Aeda, and I got very close on our first year, second sem. The four of us were sort of inseparable. We became close and developed a strong friendship. Why strong? Well, we haven't lost contact with each other even if we had our own sections during summer. And, even if Aeda left for Canada, we were able to maintain that certain bond that we have.

So, what's my point?

Beth told me that Charm took the removal exam. And, yesterday when I asked Timmy if Charm passed, he said that he didn't see Charm's name which implies that Charm didn't pass. Of course, up to now, I haven't confirmed that news. But, I still believe and I am still hoping that she passed.

I'm depressed and I'm hopeful.

The Ring: Japanese Version
I bought two VCDs yesterday - The Ring and Pay It Forward. Finally, napanood ko na ang The Ring! In case you didn't know, I only got to see bits and pieces of the movie sa HBO. Never ko siyang natapos panoorin. Disappointed ako. Di ako natakot! Nakakaasar. Nagulat lang ako dun sa part na hinawakan ni Sadako yung hand nung reporter. Yung well scene. Yun lang.

Books Galore
I bought three books today. Vince's Life by Vince Teves, Memoirs of Geisha by Arthur Golden, and The Client by John Grisham. Three additional books to my long list of Bodega Books (mga librong naka-tengga lang sa shelf).

Here's a list of my Bodega Books, na sana ay mabasa kong lahat ngayong SemBreak:

1. Vince's Life by Vince Teves


2. Memoirs of Geisha by Arthur Golden


3. The Client by John Grisham


4. The Five People You Meet in Heaven by Mitch Albom


5. The Rule of Four by Ian Caldwell and Dustin Thomason


6. Fourteen Love Stories edited by Jose dalisay Jr. and Angelo R. Lacuesta


7. The Parables: Early Vignettes of Heavenly Virtues given by Maharlika 'Aika' Valera


8. The Best of Oprah's What I Know for Sure, a supplement to O, The Oprah Magazine


9. The Heart is a Lonely Hunter by Carson Mc Cullers


10. One Hundred Years of Solitude by Gabriel Garcia Marquez


11. LORD, Only You Can Change Me by Kay Arthur


12. A Time To Kill by John Grisham


13. The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho


14. Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen


15. The Rainmaker by John Grisham


16. Along Came a Spider by James Patterson


17. Interview with the Vampire by Anne Rice


18. Feast of All Saints by Anne Rice


19. HTML 5th Edition by Elizabeth Castro


20. Photoshop CS2 by ElaineWeinmann and Peter Lourekas


21. Nation, Self, and Citizenship by Randolf David

Halos lahat yan na start-an ko na dati pero di ko matapos tapos. Partial list pa lang yan. Yung mga libro ko for book reports - wala akong natapos except for Little Prince. Kaloka! Sana matapos ko lahat to. Tulungan niyo akong mag-isip kung anong uunahin ko.

Blog Template
Kasalukuyan akong nag-aaral ng ImageReady (ayaw mag-work ng Photoshop CS2 sa amin). Sana ay mabago ko na ang template ko! Help! Sa mga techie friends ko diyan! Calling!!!

To GOD be the glory!

HAP111 = Hell
This is what you get for taking nursing. Hell. Hell. And, more hell. Thank God, Anatomy is finally over!

Kanina ay pumunta kami sa school para makita kung kami ay part ng mag-reremoval exams bukas sa Ana. The original announcement from the faculty was that they will be posting the names of those that will take the exams. Pero, as expected nagbago ang kanilang isipan (which, I think led to a better idea).

Ang siste. Ang bawat student ay pipila at ibibigay sa kanila ang isang strip of paper with your name on it at isa sa mga letters na ito: Passed, Failed, Removals.

Pagdating ko ng school, medyo konti lang ang tao. Its either ang mga tao ay nagluluksa o nagpaparty.

Marami akong chismis na narinig na medyo konti pa lang ang bumagsak (as of that time). Pero, hindi ako na-comfort ng mga chismis na yun. At, buong umaga up to the point na malaman ko yung judgment sa akin ay 'tachycardic' ako! As in! No joke.

So pumila na nga kami. At ako ay ang huling tao sa pila. Di ko narining at napansin yung mga reactions nung mga taong nauna sa akin kasi nga di ba super kabado ako. Pag abot sa akin nung strip of paper, crinumple ko siya kaagad dahil gusto ko pang ma-torture. So, binigay ko kay Rashid yung paper. Siya ang magaannounce ng aking kapalaran. Of course, alam ko na i-jojoke time niya ako at mag-iinarte siya na bumagsak ako. Umarte nga siya pero ang sinabi niya ay removals ako. Ako naman paniwalang-paniwala. "Okay lang," sabi ko. Tapos bigla ba naman, "Joke lang Kaye. Pasado ka!"

I screamed. As in screamed ha. GRABE! Di ako makapaniwala na pasado ako. At eto pa, naniwala ako sa arte ni Rashid na removals ako. Grabee! Hinug ko si Rashid sa sobrang kagalakan. At dahil sa super absorbed ako sa feeling of gratitude and joy, na-take for granted ko ang feelings ng iba kong friends.

Well, two of my friends ay mag-reremovals. Itago natin sila sa pangalang Iris at Beth.

Si Beth ay super no reaction lang. Pero, si Iris ay nag-shift sa 'im-so-stupid-i-can't-do-anything-right-i'm-bobo-i'm-going-to-quit-school' mode. And that is totally understandable. Kaya si Beth na-NR ay biglang naiyak.

I feel bad for them. Not that mag-reremovals sila but, because sinisisi nila ang sarili nila (especially Iris) kung bakit ganun ang nangyari. All of us (Rashid, Rocel, Stella, Alex, moi) were trying to comfort them pero super na-blanket sila ng depression (which again is totally understandable).

Alam ko that they can do it. I know it! Yan ang plan ni LORD. Syempre! Nagpapapansin si LORD. Gusto NIYA na i-surrender nina Iris and Beth ang lahat ng worries nila.

Beth and Iris, I believe in the two of you. I know you can do it. Kaya niyo yan! Andyan si LORD. Nandito din kami! Always.

Cello's Doughnuts @ Vito Cruz
At last! Hindi ko na kailangang pumunta ng Katipunan para lang makabili ng heavenly doughnuts ng Cello's! Salamat sa nag-franchise. Bukas na bukas ay bibili ako ng pagkaing pampataba mula sa Cello's.

SemBreak
TGIS! Thank God Its SemBreak! Welcome to buhay baboy! Hehe...

Prayer Ko
Lord God, I lift your name on high. My heart is overwhelmed with gratitude. Thank you for all the blessings that you've showered upon us - upon me. Although at times I feel unworthy of your mercy and greatness, I realized that everything that you've given me (all the problems, all the triumphs) are part of leading and living a Christian life.

I'm still a bud. Help me to grow in love with you. Help me to fall in love with you more and more each day. Help me to help others fall in love with you.

By your grace, guidance, and mercy, I know that I will be able to overcome all my struggles. Strengthen me. Enlighten me. Shower me with your wisdom.

I pray, Father GOD, that all of us may be able to pass Nursing, or whatever course we are in. Help us to realize that every bump in the road is just a bump I can leap upon.

That in all things GOD may be glorified!

I just got home from school. Although I want to feel depressed, my being right now is just so numb that I'd rather fool myself to feel happy than to feel nothing at all. Oh well.

The only thing that keeps me going right now, aside from my family and friends is God. God and his promises.

I know everthing will turn out right. I know so. I believe that it will. God promised me. God promised us.

Read James 1.

Hellweek Once More
Need I say more? This is the last installment of hellweek for this semester. I am positive that I will be able to do better this time in all my academic stuff - I am hoping, that is. Oh well, God help me.

Last 3 weeks na lang!

Beth Bath
Na-devirginized na ko ni Beth. Hehe. Circular motion ang kanyang ginawa sa aking breasts. Hehe. Beth, ikaw lang ang nakakita ng aking alindog. Waha!

Na-dedepress nga ako for Beth kasi napaka-likot ko nung binebed-bath niya ako. So, medyo maraming minus points on her part and its all my fault. Sorry talaga! Super sorry talaga! Although 2 points lang ang difference namin... 2 points is 2 points. Grabe! Ang GC. Sorry.

At dahil dun ay ililibre ko si Beth sa Pancake House bukas.

Amazing Race Family Edition
I was able to watch 15 minutes of the first episode. I felt bad for the Black's. Pero ayos lang yun! At least they were able to work as a team without all those bickering and arguments, unlike the Paolo family.

Computer stuff
I need help with Adobe Photoshop. Kapag-nirurun ko yung program bigla na lang nag-shushutdown yung PC. Eh, kapag Adobe Imageready naman okay naman siya. In good working condition naman. Help!

Missing You
I miss a lot of people! Grabe! Lei, Gerry, Riz, Nabs, Dee, Grazie, Aeda, She-Ann, Camille, Gladz, Mavie, Jen, Migs, Jovy, Jay-Ar, Aiza, Jecca, EJ, Jax, Lauren, Ervin, Roel, Mai, Julius, Martine, Lan, Val, Kamille, Jess, AK, Vyna, Vanny, Binggay, JenAn, atbp. Tinatamad na akong mag-type... Si toot and toot!

Although I am not a fan of the show Rockstar INXS, I was very eager to watch the season finale of the show because of Mig Ayesa, who was born in Manila. Syempre, suportahan 'taka!

Well, he lost to JD Fortune. Oh, well.

I hope that Mig'll come here and have a rock concert. And, I hope that he'll make it big in the music industry worldwide. Ayos lang yan!

Argh... There are so many things that's causing me to freak out. And I mean, totally freak out! Argh... Dang it! This day could've been different but I guess, it couldn't. Argh... I just hate everything right now. Argh... sh*t! I just wish I could start all over.

To better things, Happy birthday Stella! Thanks for the Cabalen treat. I was really full. I'm looking forward to another eating session of Filipino food. Yum! Kare-kare. Yum! Yum!

Again, argh... I couldn't point out a single thing that's causing me to rant like this. Well, this is more than just a simple ranting. Argh... I just hate it. My life's so messed up. The only thing that I think is keeping me together is GOD. But sometimes, I feel so alone. So alone, that I even doubt that GOD's there for me. That GOD is with me. But, I know I need to hold on. I just feel empty, lost, broken.

I'm human. I'm shattered. I'm sorry for myself.

This will be quick.

I will be going to school today. Grr... Para tapusin ang Case Presentation sa Health Care. Wah... Tapos mag-rereport pa ako on Monday. Sana lang walang classes on Monday!

LORD, help!

MAGIS is the over-all champion for the SNA Days 2005!

To God be the glory!

Volleyball Game(Girls): Magis vs. Centenniales
And so they met again! Woohoo! Championship game and muli silang nagkita. Super hot ng laban pati na rin ng audience. Grabe! Talagang ang high ng spirits ng bawat batch. Well, natalo kami. Pero ayos lang. Good fight! (Hehe. Kapag talo, palaging good fight!)

Umm, yung team ng Centenniales ay 2 lang ang naglalaro. Grabe! Two ang kanilang key players. Si #4 and #29 (who, by the way, is so cocky-looking!). Kairita! Buti pa si #4 kahit na magaling, yung dating niya ay humble pa rin.

I am so pissed off by Jerry Codinera's daughter (Tama ba ang spelling? Not a fan of his.). Nung game kasi, eh di super hot na nga nung both batches. Eh, yung batch namin and their batch ay magkatabi. Yung bag niya yata (Jerry Codinera's daughter) nakalagay sa parang 'boundary' nung batch namin and batch nila. Tapos bigla ba naman ang sabi niya dun sa co-3rd year niya, "Akin na nga yung bag ko. Baka may mawala pa diyan." As if! Go to hell! FYI, I can buy a whole lot more bags than what you have. Well, that's not the point. Ang kinaiirita ko is that super personalan naman ang attack niya! Siyempre yung hirit niyang yun ay pertaining sa aming batch. Grr!

They won! Ang 3rd year ang nanalo sa volleyball game. Congrats to them! Especially to #4. She should've been the MVP.

Basketball Game (Boys): Centenniales vs. Invictus
It was a shock to see that our batch is not in the Championship.

Seriously, super galing ng Magis A. Lupet! May 3-point player. May tiga-lay-up! Astig! Super galing! Ang dami pang gwapo! Hehe. Anyway, ayos lang! Hehe. Pero di talaga ako makapaniwala. Yung games nila palagi nilang natatambakan yung katunggali nila. Asteg talaga! Pero, sayang. Oh, well!

Dahil sa kami ay natalo sa game ng volleyball humanap kami ng kakampi sa katauhan ng Batch Invictus. Kaya ang daming cheerers ng batch Invictus. Nagsanib ang aming pwersa! Woohoo!

Super close fight talaga yung basketball game. Pero, in the end, ang nanalo ay ang batch Invictus! Yeah! Super saya! Alam mo yung feeling na para bang panalo din kami kasi ang Invictus at ang Magis ay nagsanib ng pwersa! Hehe. In your face!

Talents Unlimited
Kantahan Muna
Sa singing contest, ay naku, grabe! Pamatay ang performance ni Aiza Zoleta (co-Magis). I'm not exaggerating. Talagang ang galing niyang kumanta, ang ganda pa niya. Kumbaga, complete packaging na siya! Grabe! Galing talaga. Ang kinanta niya is Isang Lahi. I'm not sure of the title.

Yung next bet ko is from the batch Centenniales. Si Wild Flower. Hehe. I don't know his name but his song piece was Wild Flower. Ang lamig ng boses niya!

Then, my next bet is my friend, Jovy. Ang kinanta niya is It Might Be You. Broken yung cords nung song (I don't know if that's the right term to use). Basta, iba yung pagkaka-arrange so it was kinda hard to sing. But potentially, maganda ang boses ni Jovy. At huwag ka, ang taray ng friend ko in blue chiffon gown with matching lugay ng kanyang pang-shampoo commercial na hair! Panalo ka diyan!

The verdict: Aiza won! (*maraming clap*)

Sayaw Nene Sayaw Nene
Sa dancing naman, well, ang daming nagkalat. Except for the Invictus A and B and of course, Magis.

Magis was the last to perform. And as the saying goes, save the best for last! Lupet!

Verdict: Magis won!

Gaya-gaya Puto-Maya Ipakain sa Buwaya
Sa gaya-gaya naman, there were only 3 contestants.

The first contestant were from the batch Centenniales. Yung contestant nila ay yung 3 gays that are so something that I'd rather not say na lang because they might read this. (Wooh... Feeling ko!) Ginaya nila si Fantasia, Nora, and Sharon. Their performance was okay. But okay is just an understatement of saying that they sucked! Well, not really! It was too Comedy Bar-ish. And, the venue was not the venue for their supposed to be amazing performance. The gym is quite big for a stand-up comedic act.

The second contestant is from ahem, batch Magis. He imitated Bamboo. As in si Bamboo! He doesn't look like Bamboo. Pero yung porma, pasado! Tapos, yung mga galaw niya parang si Bamboo. Alam mo yung tipong pagka-kiti-kiti ni Bamboo. Ganun! Lupet! Tapos, kumanta pa siya ng Hallelujah. Rock-rock-an sa gym! Grabe!

Yung third contestant ay from Invictus. Group sila! Mga basketball players yung sumali. Ginaya nila ang Masculados. Wehe! Nakakatawa lang talaga. Ang kukulet! Ang gwapo! Hehe! Green fun yung pinroject nila. So, kinda off, but fun, nonetheless. Di mo aakalaing mga Nars!

Verdict: Bamboo reign supreme! Need I say more?

Ate Gay's Special Appearance
Magaling nga siya. Yun lang.

Declaration of the Winners
Sa totoo lang, we already accepted the fact that talo kami sa lahat ng mga bagay sa SNA. Pero nakalimutan namin na hindi lang pala volleyball and basketball ang sports and events na nilikha ng Panginoon. May badminton pa pala, table tennis, swimming, etc. At thank God, dahil majority sa events ay napanalunan namin! Yipee!

And as the hosts were saying the winners for every event ay nagsimula ng mag-alisan ang ahem, batch Centenniales. Mayroon din sa Invictus pero mas noticeable ang pagkonti ng population nila. I'm insinuating something here... :)

And, ayun na nga. MAGIS is the over-all champion for the SNA Days 2005!

Bumabaha ng Gwapo
I never thought na marami palang gwapo sa Nursing. As in! Ang dami kong naging crush over the week. I don't know their names yet. Pero ayos lang.

1. Si Casillan (#1) from Invictus
2. Si Roque (#3) from Invictus din
3. Si 3-pointer Senturias from Magis
4. Si Agapito from Magis
5. Si Oba from Magis
6. Si Dancer na taga-Centenniales, yung uber cute!

Yan lang ang i-di-disclose ko. Hehe! Yung iba chikwet ko nah.

Panawagan kay Kenneth!
Kutz, sorry na!

Realization of my Evil Side
I felt that because of the SNA Days, lumabas ang angelic and evil side ko. Feeling ko naging notorious na ako sa mga 3rd year. Kasi ang ingay ko kapag nag-che-cheer for Magis, eh di ba nga, malapit kami sa may Centenniales na side. Well, I'll just let everything pass na lang. Basta thank God!

God's Amazing Power
Sa lahat ng mga nangyari, lalo akong napa-wow kay LORD. Grabe! Ang galing niya noh? Super talaga. God sees the truth but waits. He really knows what's best. Grabe! Remember Jeremiah 29:11. Yung "For I know the plans I have for you..." Astig noh? Grabe talaga si LORD. Nakaka-overwhelm talaga ang power ni God.

Father God, thank you for all the blessings that you've given us. Thank you for being our shield. Thank you for being our light. Thank you for showing us your amazing power and grace! Lord God, I want to lift up all our victories to you. For all the pains that we've experienced, truly, you've made our victory sweeter! We love you. Without you, we wouldn't be able to fulfill this plan of yours. Thank you! Continue to bless us O God, that we may use this victory to draw more people into your light. That we may be able to be your souldiers! We love you. I love you

I was supposed to write about something inspirational but, my plans changed because I am pissed. So pissed, I can't even describe it! Argh.

SNA Girls' Volleyball (Batch Centenniales vs Batch Magis)
Super na pipikon ako sa 3rd year kanina. We lost. Pero, ayos lang yun. Asus! Ilang beses na kaming natalo. So, no big deal sa pagkatalo. Ang kinaiirita ko lang ay nung game proper, as in nung mismong game, ay nag-checheer sila. Ayos lang yun! Syempre, naturalmente i-che-cheer nila ang batch nila. Kami din naman ay ganun din ang ginagawa pero, syempre dahil sa likas kaming maingay at mas malaki ang population namin, lunod ang boses nila kahit na may drums sila. Eto na, ang kinaiinis ko ay yung pinagyayabang nila na 3rd year sila.

Ganito kasi yun. Iba ang uniform ng 3rd year sa 2nd year and sa 4th year. So, that means na ma-didifferentiate nila ang bawat batch. Parang ganun! (Actually, hindi talaga ganun. Marami talagang uniform ang nursing sa Trinity. Eh, kapag 3rd year lang madadagdagan ang aming uniform. So, ibig sabihin yung tipong may license-to-brag-about-our-apron-like-uniform na sila.) Basta! Sa tuwing nakaka-point sila super yabang nila. As in! Tipong tatayo sila. Tapos alam mo yun... Yung hinahawakan nila yung uniform nila. Grr... Argh! Dang it! Kaasar!

Wehe... Pasensya na. Napikon lang talaga ako dun!

My Friends Jovy and Shine
Jovy and Shine are my ex-block mates but forerever friends. Sila ay mga players ng aming batch (Magis) sa volleyball. They played a good game. Kaya ayos lang yan my friends! Labshu!

MMDA Urinals
Because I am so good, I managed to make their making fun of us by making their making fun of us a making fun of them. Did you get it?

Ang batch color namin ay pink. Please no violent reactions. Didn't like it either but the uniforms of our players are damn good! So, please lang. Anyway, yun ang napansin nila. Ang color pink. Kaya inassociate nila ito sa MMDA. Akala nila siguro na mawawalan kami ng spirit dahil sa hirit nila na iyon kaya ako ay gumawa ng cheer. Kapag sasabihin nila na "M-M-D-A", sasagot naman ako ng "M-M-D-A U-ri-nals". Hehe. Wala lang. Natuwa lang ako sa Urinals na word. Ang kulit.

Eto pa, nag-boo-boo sila sa amin kapag mag-se-serve ang aming team. So, kapag nag-boo-boo sila ako naman ay "Mmm-tiyaya-BooMMM-tiyaya-boom-yeah-yeah" Hehe. So nice!

Pikon
Sorry. Napikon lang talaga ako!

Sweet Revenge
I hope that we become the over-all champion in the SNA. And, I hope that Magis would have the most number of graduates ever in the history of Trinity College of Quezon City-St. Luke's College of Nursing.

Sweet!

On Second Thought
On second thought, I'll let God do the judging! Hmph...

My Prayer
Father God, I come to you and ask for your forgiveness for my being pikon, being mayabang, and a whole lot more. I pray to you, O God, that I may accept whatever it is that you will. I surrender my life to you. That's why I now surrender all my pains and burdens to you. I lift them all up to you. I hope that Kutz forgives me. AMEN.

They Are Here
Nag-overnight sina Rocel, Beth, Iris, and Stella sa bahay. Gumawa kami ng project sa Anatomy. Actually, tulog pa sina Beth, Iris, and Stella ngayon. Kami pa lang ni Rocel ang gising. Ako ang unang natulog kaninang madaling araw. Hehe. Antukin!

SNA Meeting
Ang SNA Meeting ay panira sa buhay ng isang estudyanteng walang paki sa current events ng kanilang paaralan. Dahil sa ako ay VP (thanks to Stella), napilitan akong pumunta kahapon sa school (kahit holiday) dahil sa hindi makakapunta ang aming President sa meeting.

Ang tagal nung meeting! Sobra! Mga 930 nagsimula. Natapos ng mga 200. Ang tagal talaga! Ang dami pang pinag-usapan na super ewan! Wah... Sayang ang oras ko kagabi. On the other hand, para namang feeling responsible ako. Hehe. Mamaya may meeting na naman. Eh, wala kaming class ngayon. Baka mag-utos na lang ako ng ibang tao. Siguro sina Ayden and M na lang ang uutusan ko. Malapit lang yung bahay nila sa school eh.

50 First Dates
Wah... Naiyak na naman ako kagabi. Napanood ko na rin sa wakas ang pelikulang nabanggit! Wah. Danda danda niya!

SNA Week
Sana ay wala na lang class sa buong week.

I just got home. And, I actually don't feel tired. Two of my friends (Beth and Rocel) and myself went to Gateway to watch a movie. And the movie is, Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants.

I love the movie. Its not something to rave about. But I just love it! It is so simple and funny (at times). Hay... This is the perfect movie for all the girlfriends.

Na-touch ako sa mga ilang scenes pero syempre, super babaw ng luha ko. Basta Ang ganda niya! Natutuwa ako. Yung tipong you had a hell week tapos ito yung perfect way to end it - with a smile! Parang ganun. Basta! Di ko ma-express.

Hmm... My ratings: The story: Well, mababaw lang siya pero sapul sa reality (Get niyo?) 6.9

Tsaka, favorite ko si Alexis Bledel of Gilmore Girls.

Hmm... I realized something. Ngayon lang. Umm. On the way home, na-realize ko that I have been so busy running at a very fast pace to reach my goals. Masyado na akong naka-focus sa goal ko that I forgot that more than reaching my dreams/my goals/my parents' dreams, the journey is what makes every victory victorious!

Do I make sense?

Kasi ganito yun... Nag-taxi ako pauwi. Gabi na so, maluwag na ang mga kalsada kaya ang bilis nung driver magpatakbo nung taxi niya. Super focused siya na ma-i-hatid niya ako at di niya napansin na ang ganda ng paligid. Ang ganda nung mga lights! So, ayun!

Let's take it slow. We'll get there, eventually.

Time is scary. Before you know it. Its already gone. Poof!

Scary talaga!

God, help us to make the most of the time that you've given us. Make us realize that all the simple things matter. Make us enjoy our journey with You in this life!

Grabe! Lord!

MidTerm Results
The results are in!

CS101 - 66/74; Argh, I could've gotten a 70 if it weren't for the negative signs! Stupid! Oh, well!
SOCIO102 - 28/30; No sweat! Hehe. Yabang! Hihi!
HAP111LAB Practical - 56/100 (Tentative yan!); Sana madagdagan ng points!
HAP111LAB Written - 75/100; Thank God! Pasado!
HAP111LEC Written - 62/100; Sana may maling check! Please LORD!
HC101 - 72/100; Yipee! Pasado! Thanks LORD!

I owe to you LORD my every victory! Thanks!

New CDs
I bought 2 CDs today. Soul Full (Gary Valenciano) and Halina sa Parokya (Parokya ni Edgar). Ang ganda ng Halina sa Parokya! Bili kayo. Yung Soul Full! Waah. Gusto ko yung songs. Ang favorites ko ay: Face to Face, Could You be Messiah, Break Me, Gaya ng Dati, lahat!

Pinoy Big Brother
Argh! Naaasar ako dun sa teacher!


Lord, I love YOU! Thanks for everything!

okay, before i watch chocolat and after that, take a nap... tulungan niyo naman ako na baguhin ang anyo ng aking blog. may plan na ako pero di ko alam kung paano gawin? ano program dapat gamitin? di ko talaga alam! waah! super di ko alam kung paano baguhin. gusto ko ng bagong look. hehe! tulong ha!

Pinoy Big Brother
Congrats sa ABS CBN for a very exciting and i-dont-know-which-positive-word-to-put kind of pilot episode. Basta! Asteg! I am looking forward to watching PBB every night.

BTW, I visited the PBB site ngayon lang. And I heard that Star Struck is going to copy PBB something. Whatever!

I already have my favorites. Hmm... I like Cas (the FHM Model), JB (the bad turned good), Say (the Benilde girl), Uma (super gwapo!) and the last guy (yung Jologs). At may kinaiinisan na ako. Yung teacher. Argh! Ang bossy niya! Grr...

HellWeek2 is Over... Start of HellTerm3!
The Midterm ily over. Well, except for the final test in Socio which I am not so worried about. Umm... I vow to do better this term. I will still be a part of the Dean's List (I hope!).

PAGRAI Update
We had profiling today. We got to interview the people of PAGRAI. Nakakatuwa yung mga ininterview namin. Ang kwela! Hehe! Sana makausap pa namin sila!

Eleven Minutes by Paulo Coelho
Finished reading this book. I like this book. It gave me a whole new perspective on sex. Super! Diniscuss dun yung sacredness nung sex. Yung tipong sex is at its best when the two having it are still innocent. Parang ganun. I love Maria's character. Pati yung entries niya sa diary niya. She's an intelligent prostitute. Hehe!

The thing I didn't like was the ending. It would've been better kung naging tragic yung ending at hindi na sila nagkita nung painter. Napaka-hollywood-ish na nung ending. Medyo naging off for me yung ending.

So my ratings...
8.4 for the story and Maria's entries
5 for the ending

New Things Ahead
I'll watch Chocolat by Johnny Depp later. Then, I'll read The Rule of Four. Siya nga pala, I enjoyed watching The Italian Job yesterday in HBO.

Before I start reviewing for the dreaded midterms, which by the way, starts tomorrow, let me pour out an abridged version of my super, grabeng, to the max, OA na inis ko sa aking mga academic-related stuff.

CS101
Noong una, akala ko, ito lang ang subject na magugustuhan ko. Okay naman siya kaya lang, nakakairita lang dahil pina-join-join nila kami sa Yahoo! groups nila na magbibigay ng e-handouts eh, wala namang kwenta! I-pa-photocopy na lang daw. Argh! I-abolish na ang walang kwentang yahoo groups na yan. Wala naman kaming benefits! Argh! Kairita! Bukas pa naman yung midterms namin. Wala pa naman akong notes! Nothing!

SOCIO102
Mahaba lang ang babasahin pero ayos lang naman yata.

HAP111LAB, LEC
Lahat ng tungkol sa Anatomy ay fault ko. I don't blame anybody but my old, lazy self! God bless to me!

HC101
Argh. Damn it! May pasok pala kanina. Argh! Sabi nung president namin ay wala daw classes because this week is midterms week. Tinext niya prof namin pero di daw nag-rereply so, she assumed that there were no classes. Kanina may 8 na pumasok. Kaasar!

LORD, help me. Sana ay makapag-aral ako. At sana po ay super high grades ako (Please...)! Dahil gusto ko ma-maintain yung Dean's List status ko. Para may incentive!

LORD, sana po ay magkaroon na ng pondo ang CAP!

LORD, please bless my mama, papa, my sister, yaya, all my relatives, all my friends, all the people in the world. Please help our country.

I come to you O, LORD.

Cielo's Donuts
I am so craving for their doughnuts! Gusto ko nung honey-glazed something na doughnut. If you haven't tasted it, you better go to Katipunan (I think? Not familiar with the place.) and buy one of their doughnuts. Eto yung melts-in-your-mouth kind of doughnut. Mmm... Talap talap. Bili niyo ako!

Community in PAGRAI
Thank God dahil nakaraos sin kami! Grabe! Ang tatarik nung mga dinaanan namin. Super maputik pero ayos lang enjoy naman. Kahingal! Namumutla na ako sa sobrang fatigue. Buti na lang last time na namin yun (I think?) na pumunta sa Unit 5 na super layo. Unit 1 of PAGRAI yung naka-assigned sa amin for our Community work.

Ang Putik at ang Pantalon
Sa sobrang kaputikan ng lugar (PAGRAI) ay puro putik ang aking pantalon kanina. Kadiri lang! Next time: FOLD LONG PANTS.

Midterm Examination
Next week na ang midterms at so far, I've not taken any steps to review or read whatever things that I should read. Katamaran!

Anu-ano ba ang mga subjects ko? Anatomy Lecture and Laboratory, Health Care Lecture and Laboratory, Introduction to InfoTech, and Introduction to Sociology and Anthropology.

Eto ang To-Do List and Midterm To-Do's ko:
HAP111Lec (Anatomy)
- Written Midterm, 2 Long Quizzes
- Chapters: Oh-so-long-chapters of Nervous System, Senses, Endocrine System
- Take down notes from these chapters. Tapos, ilagay sa notebook.
- Review!

HAP111Lab
- Written Midterm, Midterm Practical, Practical Exam (regular)
- Answer Lab Manual: Ang daming exercises pa!
- Take down notes!
- Review!

HC101Lec & Lab
- Written Midterm, Return Demonstration
- Gawa ng Spot Map ng PAGRAI community, Journal about PAGRAI
- Take down notes: Gawa ng notes from the handouts, sobrang habang chapters sa Fundamentals of Nursing!

CS101
- Midterms, Reporting!

SOCIO102
- Midterm, Notes!

Ang dami! Yun lang ang masasabi ko.

Help!

Sobrang adik na adik na ako sa mga pirated na DVDs. As in!

Nakwento ko nga dito rin na napanood ko na ang buong season ng Alias. At noong kailan lang ay bumili ako ng DVD ng LOST Season 1. Tapos ko na siyang panoorin sa DVD.

Ay! Asteg! Grabe! Itong series na ito ay super nakakapang-nging ng laman. At nakakapagpapataas ng balahibo. Grabeh! Super mind-boggling. Astig talaga! Panoorin niyo! Ganda! Sulit yung bili ko sa piniratang DVD.

Next na punterya ko ay ang pagbili ng piniratang DVD ng Friends (Seasons 1 - 10), Sex and the City (Seasons 1 - 6). Pag-iipunan ko talaga!

Siya nga pala nakaka-irita ang CAP dahil hindi ko pa rin nakukuha yung pera ko! Kaasar!

Hmm... Failed 2 of my 3 prelim exams sa Anatomy. Di bale babawi na lang ako sa midterms which, by the way, ay next week na! Di pa ako nag-aaral. Ang haba pa naman ng mga chapters! Ay, LORD help!

This Thursday ay community na namin. Excited and kabado ako. Sana okay naman ang maging community namin sa PAGRAI.

Hmm... I'm thinking of applying for a job in our health center. Ewan ko! Sign please! LORD, pahingi ng sign.

I'm super proud of Monique Lhuillier and Cesar Montano! As in! Gusto ko mapanood ang Great Raid para mabigyan ko ng support si kapwang Pinoy na si Cesar Montano. At si Monique Lhuillier, gosh! Grabe! Na-infiltrate niya na ang Hollywood fashion circle whatever chuva ek ek... Imagine! Galing noh!

I'm Pinoy! And I'm PROUD to be one!

grabe!

may pa pala ang last post ko dito. well, masyado lang akong tinamad. anyway, ang daming mga nangyaring super bad. basta!

i'm back and trying to recover.

sana ay maging okay naman ang results ng prelim exams ko. kahirap! super!

aeda, take care diyan sa Canada!

napanood ko na ang buong season 4 ng Alias. pangit yung start nung season pero maganda yung ending.

hiram kayo sa akin season 1 to season 4.

hehe

God bless!

pag-pray niyo ako. may sakit ako.

I'm back!

Yipee! Sa wakas ay tapos na ang summer classes namin. Sobrang ka-epal-an ang summer dahil napaka-walang kwenta ng aming mga subjects. As in! Wala na ngang kwenta pa-importante pa tapos araw-araw ko pang kailangan makipag-deal sa mga teachers na equally boring.

Health Ethics 100
Teacher: Ms Bitong - 75%
Subject: 95%
Comment: Passing mark naman si Ma'am Bitong kasi considerate naman siya sa akin nung mag-absent ako ng 3 days.Yang 75 na yan ay solely for that reason. dahil mabait siya sa akin. Yung teaching style, ek ek niya ay super walang kwenta. Ibigay niya na alng sa amin yung mga handouts nung start nung summer classes tapos sabihin niya yung schedule of tests baka ma-perfect pa namin yung mga tests niya. Gusto ko yung subject mismo kasi astig lang. Wala lang talaga.

English 103
Teacher: Ms. Jimena - 70%
Subject: 80%
Comment: Sobrang pa-importante tong subject na 'to. Sobra talaga! Ang daming activities na hindi naman related sa course namin. Although enjoyable siya, parang 'huh, waste of time'. Basta! Pinag-model kami (pero masaya). Hello?!? Nursing tapos modelling?!?

Literature 101
Teacher: Sir Rubio - 80%
Subject: 80%
Comment: Super taas ng expectations ko sa subject na 'to dahil akala ko ang lsubject na ito ay parang english namin nung high school na sobrang saya. Pero ako'y nagkamali. Masaya siya pero basta!

Ayoko ng mag-aral dito sa Trinity. Kung hindi lang dahil sa aking mga friends at takot sa aking mga parents baka mapa-bilang ako sa mga students na sa first day at sa major exams lang pumasok.

Speaking of friends, three of my friends are leaving for good na! Si Lek (actually, hindi naman super close pero seat mate ko siya kaya friend na rin) already left. She's with her family in Los Angeles. Kalungkot! Si She ay closenes nko pero not so pa rin. Pero may connection na kami. Aalis na siya sa 30th at pupunta na siyang UK. Sosyal noh? Pounds ang pera!

At si Aeda. Sa tatlo siya ang pinaka-close ko! Sa Canada naman 'to. etong si Aeda ay super close ko. As in! Sobra! Kaya nung malaman kong approved na yung VISA nila eh, umiyak ako. Nakakalungkot kasi sobrang naging close nga kami. Tapos siya ay isa sa mga reason kung bakit bearable pa rin ang Nursing para sa akin. Alam niyo yun?!? Kaasar kasi nag-i-imagine na kami na nakasuot ng white na uniform. Grabe! Naiiyak talaga ako! Sinabi ko nga sa aking mader na punta na rin ako sa US para doon na lang din ako mag-aral. Ayoko ng iniiwan. Maybalak nga pala akong surprise kay Aeda. Sana yung plano ko ay matuloy.

Tama na ang dramang pang tunay na buhay yung pang telebisyon naman...

Amazing Race 7
Ang saya ko dahil hindi nanalo si Rob and Amber. As in! Sobrang iritang irita ako sa kanilang dalawa dahil super competitive nila na kino-compromise na nila ang kabutihan. Ang judgmental ko noh? Wala ng pakialamanan. Super saya ko talaga! Good people win!

America's Next Top Model Season 3
Kahit alam kong si Eva ang mananalo gusto ko pa rin si Ann, Amanda and Norelle.

Meteor Garden
Kahit memorize ko na ang buong kwento ng MG ay pinapanood ko pa rin dahil sobrang kakilig at sobrang gwapo ni Vaness.

Ikaw ang Lahat sa Akin
Ito ay ang bagong soap opera ng ABSCBN at at ako ay super enjoy dito. Nakakataw si John Lloyd!

Desperate Housewives
Ipapalabas na ito sa Studio 23!

American Idol Season 4
Kahit sino ay okay lang. The crown is between Bo Bice and Carrie Underwood. Feeling ko ang mananalo ay si Carrie pero mas gusto kong manalo si Bo dahil gusto ko yung pagkanta niya nung last song niya. Pero kahit sino okay lang. Actually, ang gusto ko talagang manalo ay si Scott kasi parang siya yung pinaka-may kailangan sa contract na yun. Remember yung sinabi ni Simon na parang pag kumanta siya sa harap ng isang recording company ay hindi siya mabibigyan ng importance dahil hindi siya star material. Gets?!?

Saan na si Camile Velasco?

Kapamilya vs Kapuso
Iritang irita na ako sa sarili ko dahil nakikisali ako sa nonsense na issue na yan. ang stupid ko talaga pero ang saya eh. Hehe...

DVD, VCD, Audio CD
Bumili ako ng Sex and the City VCDs (Seasons 1 and 2) tapos Alias DVDs (Seasons 1, 2 and 3) tapos ACD ng Maroon 5, Destiny's Child, Jojo. Mag ma-marathon ako mga next week. Excited na ako!

I'm back!

Yipee! Sa wakas ay tapos na ang summer classes namin. Sobrang ka-epal-an ang summer dahil napaka-walang kwenta ng aming mga subjects. As in! Wala na ngang kwenta pa-importante pa tapos araw-araw ko pang kailangan makipag-deal sa mga teachers na equally boring.

Health Ethics 100
Teacher: Ms Bitong - 75%
Subject: 95%
Comment: Passing mark naman si Ma'am Bitong kasi considerate naman siya sa akin nung mag-absent ako ng 3 days.Yang 75 na yan ay solely for that reason. dahil mabait siya sa akin. Yung teaching style, ek ek niya ay super walang kwenta. Ibigay niya na alng sa amin yung mga handouts nung start nung summer classes tapos sabihin niya yung schedule of tests baka ma-perfect pa namin yung mga tests niya. Gusto ko yung subject mismo kasi astig lang. Wala lang talaga.

English 103
Teacher: Ms. Jimena - 70%
Subject: 80%
Comment: Sobrang pa-importante tong subject na 'to. Sobra talaga! Ang daming activities na hindi naman related sa course namin. Although enjoyable siya, parang 'huh, waste of time'. Basta! Pinag-model kami (pero masaya). Hello?!? Nursing tapos modelling?!?

Literature 101
Teacher: Sir Rubio - 80%
Subject: 80%
Comment: Super taas ng expectations ko sa subject na 'to dahil akala ko ang lsubject na ito ay parang english namin nung high school na sobrang saya. Pero ako'y nagkamali. Masaya siya pero basta!

Ayoko ng mag-aral dito sa Trinity. Kung hindi lang dahil sa aking mga friends at takot sa aking mga parents baka mapa-bilang ako sa mga students na sa first day at sa major exams lang pumasok.

Speaking of friends, three of my friends are leaving for good na! Si Lek (actually, hindi naman super close pero seat mate ko siya kaya friend na rin) already left. She's with her family in Los Angeles. Kalungkot! Si She ay closenes nko pero not so pa rin. Pero may connection na kami. Aalis na siya sa 30th at pupunta na siyang UK. Sosyal noh? Pounds ang pera!

At si Aeda. Sa tatlo siya ang pinaka-close ko! Sa Canada naman 'to. etong si Aeda ay super close ko. As in! Sobra! Kaya nung malaman kong approved na yung VISA nila eh, umiyak ako. Nakakalungkot kasi sobrang naging close nga kami. Tapos siya ay isa sa mga reason kung bakit bearable pa rin ang Nursing para sa akin. Alam niyo yun?!? Kaasar kasi nag-i-imagine na kami na nakasuot ng white na uniform. Grabe! Naiiyak talaga ako! Sinabi ko nga sa aking mader na punta na rin ako sa US para doon na lang din ako mag-aral. Ayoko ng iniiwan. Maybalak nga pala akong surprise kay Aeda. Sana yung plano ko ay matuloy.

Tama na ang dramang pang tunay na buhay yung pang telebisyon naman...

Amazing Race 7
Ang saya ko dahil hindi nanalo si Rob and Amber. As in! Sobrang iritang irita ako sa kanilang dalawa dahil super competitive nila na kino-compromise na nila ang kabutihan. Ang judgmental ko noh? Wala ng pakialamanan. Super saya ko talaga! Good people win!

America's Next Top Model Season 3
Kahit alam kong si Eva ang mananalo gusto ko pa rin si Ann, Amanda and Norelle.

Meteor Garden
Kahit memorize ko na ang buong kwento ng MG ay pinapanood ko pa rin dahil sobrang kakilig at sobrang gwapo ni Vaness.

Ikaw ang Lahat sa Akin
Ito ay ang bagong soap opera ng ABSCBN at at ako ay super enjoy dito. Nakakataw si John Lloyd!

Desperate Housewives
Ipapalabas na ito sa Studio 23!

American Idol Season 4
Kahit sino ay okay lang. The crown is between Bo Bice and Carrie Underwood. Feeling ko ang mananalo ay si Carrie pero mas gusto kong manalo si Bo dahil gusto ko yung pagkanta niya nung last song niya. Pero kahit sino okay lang. Actually, ang gusto ko talagang manalo ay si Scott kasi parang siya yung pinaka-may kailangan sa contract na yun. Remember yung sinabi ni Simon na parang pag kumanta siya sa harap ng isang recording company ay hindi siya mabibigyan ng importance dahil hindi siya star material. Gets?!?

Saan na si Camile Velasco?

Kapamilya vs Kapuso
Iritang irita na ako sa sarili ko dahil nakikisali ako sa nonsense na issue na yan. ang stupid ko talaga pero ang saya eh. Hehe...

DVD, VCD, Audio CD
Bumili ako ng Sex and the City VCDs (Seasons 1 and 2) tapos Alias DVDs (Seasons 1, 2 and 3) tapos ACD ng Maroon 5, Destiny's Child, Jojo. Mag ma-marathon ako mga next week. Excited na ako!

I'm back!

Yipee! Sa wakas ay tapos na ang summer classes namin. Sobrang ka-epal-an ang summer dahil napaka-walang kwenta ng aming mga subjects. As in! Wala na ngang kwenta pa-importante pa tapos araw-araw ko pang kailangan makipag-deal sa mga teachers na equally boring.

Health Ethics 100
Teacher: Ms Bitong - 75%
Subject: 95%
Comment: Passing mark naman si Ma'am Bitong kasi considerate naman siya sa akin nung mag-absent ako ng 3 days.Yang 75 na yan ay solely for that reason. dahil mabait siya sa akin. Yung teaching style, ek ek niya ay super walang kwenta. Ibigay niya na alng sa amin yung mga handouts nung start nung summer classes tapos sabihin niya yung schedule of tests baka ma-perfect pa namin yung mga tests niya. Gusto ko yung subject mismo kasi astig lang. Wala lang talaga.

English 103
Teacher: Ms. Jimena - 70%
Subject: 80%
Comment: Sobrang pa-importante tong subject na 'to. Sobra talaga! Ang daming activities na hindi naman related sa course namin. Although enjoyable siya, parang 'huh, waste of time'. Basta! Pinag-model kami (pero masaya). Hello?!? Nursing tapos modelling?!?

Literature 101
Teacher: Sir Rubio - 80%
Subject: 80%
Comment: Super taas ng expectations ko sa subject na 'to dahil akala ko ang lsubject na ito ay parang english namin nung high school na sobrang saya. Pero ako'y nagkamali. Masaya siya pero basta!

Ayoko ng mag-aral dito sa Trinity. Kung hindi lang dahil sa aking mga friends at takot sa aking mga parents baka mapa-bilang ako sa mga students na sa first day at sa major exams lang pumasok.

Speaking of friends, three of my friends are leaving for good na! Si Lek (actually, hindi naman super close pero seat mate ko siya kaya friend na rin) already left. She's with her family in Los Angeles. Kalungkot! Si She ay closenes nko pero not so pa rin. Pero may connection na kami. Aalis na siya sa 30th at pupunta na siyang UK. Sosyal noh? Pounds ang pera!

At si Aeda. Sa tatlo siya ang pinaka-close ko! Sa Canada naman 'to. etong si Aeda ay super close ko. As in! Sobra! Kaya nung malaman kong approved na yung VISA nila eh, umiyak ako. Nakakalungkot kasi sobrang naging close nga kami. Tapos siya ay isa sa mga reason kung bakit bearable pa rin ang Nursing para sa akin. Alam niyo yun?!? Kaasar kasi nag-i-imagine na kami na nakasuot ng white na uniform. Grabe! Naiiyak talaga ako! Sinabi ko nga sa aking mader na punta na rin ako sa US para doon na lang din ako mag-aral. Ayoko ng iniiwan. Maybalak nga pala akong surprise kay Aeda. Sana yung plano ko ay matuloy.

Tama na ang dramang pang tunay na buhay yung pang telebisyon naman...

Amazing Race 7
Ang saya ko dahil hindi nanalo si Rob and Amber. As in! Sobrang iritang irita ako sa kanilang dalawa dahil super competitive nila na kino-compromise na nila ang kabutihan. Ang judgmental ko noh? Wala ng pakialamanan. Super saya ko talaga! Good people win!

America's Next Top Model Season 3
Kahit alam kong si Eva ang mananalo gusto ko pa rin si Ann, Amanda and Norelle.

Meteor Garden
Kahit memorize ko na ang buong kwento ng MG ay pinapanood ko pa rin dahil sobrang kakilig at sobrang gwapo ni Vaness.

Ikaw ang Lahat sa Akin
Ito ay ang bagong soap opera ng ABSCBN at at ako ay super enjoy dito. Nakakataw si John Lloyd!

Desperate Housewives
Ipapalabas na ito sa Studio 23!

American Idol Season 4
Kahit sino ay okay lang. The crown is between Bo Bice and Carrie Underwood. Feeling ko ang mananalo ay si Carrie pero mas gusto kong manalo si Bo dahil gusto ko yung pagkanta niya nung last song niya. Pero kahit sino okay lang. Actually, ang gusto ko talagang manalo ay si Scott kasi parang siya yung pinaka-may kailangan sa contract na yun. Remember yung sinabi ni Simon na parang pag kumanta siya sa harap ng isang recording company ay hindi siya mabibigyan ng importance dahil hindi siya star material. Gets?!?

Saan na si Camile Velasco?

Kapamilya vs Kapuso
Iritang irita na ako sa sarili ko dahil nakikisali ako sa nonsense na issue na yan. ang stupid ko talaga pero ang saya eh. Hehe...

DVD, VCD, Audio CD
Bumili ako ng Sex and the City VCDs (Seasons 1 and 2) tapos Alias DVDs (Seasons 1, 2 and 3) tapos ACD ng Maroon 5, Destiny's Child, Jojo. Mag ma-marathon ako mga next week. Excited na ako!

Death of Pope John Paul II
I was deeply saddened by Pope John Paul II's death. He seems to be such a good guy - a good servant of the LORD. We have a great shortage for Christlike men. God bless him.

America's Next Top Model
Yipee! The 3rd season of ANTM is now being shown on Studio 23 every Mondays. But I prefer the previous time slot of the show. I hope that they move it back to Saturday nights.

Queer Eye For The Straight Guy/Girl
These are my new favorie shows. But I like the QE for Girls better. Its so fun because the hosts are gay. They remind me of the Sex and the City Characters. Watch it! I love it!

The Heart Is A Lonely Hunter by Carson Mc Cullers
I have read a few pages...

Powerbooks
I want to franchise Powerbooks. I want to have my own Powerbooks. :)

Summer Classes
Argh... This is what I hate about summer. We have classes. No vacation for me! Argh... I want to fly to Davao. Argh... Well, I'll just absent myself. I'm such a school rebel.

I love GOD!!! Love HIM!!!

American Idol
I still couldn't get it. Why did Mario Vazquez leave the American Idol? Hmm... I guess that a recording company offered him a good deal. What do you think?

My Top 5 for this season are: Carrie, Anwar, Scott, Bo, and Nadia.

I hate Paula Abdul. She's too... KLSP!

Lost
I love this new show in AXN. This is a psychological thriller. I don't know. I just love this new show. Watch it!

Thank God its sembreak!

Finally, after how many months of excruciating school work, I am finally free...

I'm definitely spending my vacation wisely.

I'm hooked sa Inquest ng Inquirer. Its cool! Hehe...

Grabe! Nag-sink in na talaga sa akin... Seventeen years old na talaga ako!

Don't forget na mag-reflect. Please... Remember that its not all about having a good time but its about having the time for God. No excuses. Give your time.

I'm still depressed that Manny Pacquia lost...

Depressed...

Damn Zoology! Go to hell!

Bye...

I'll be updating more often...

I am too busy making crap out of my life.

My life is a total mess. Everything is just so messed up. I feel so helpless. Can I still get out from this ditch that I am in right now? Somebody help!

School stuff is making my mind go nuts. Every subject, every teacher has a required project. I have missed several tests - not just quizzes, major exams pa nga! Beat that!

I just need a break. Argh... I am so depressed, distressed, stressed, tired, confused. I am such a mess right now. Not mess as in dust and papers scattered on the floor but mess like garbage can with cow shit. Argh... I need a break. I don't think I will be able to take another week of this.

God help me!

ang tamad ko talaga. more than a month na pala akong hindi nag-uupdate ng aking blog. grabe! ang tamad ko talaga. bakit nga ba ako hindi nag-uupdate? tamad nga kasi ako.

na-sa-sad ako dahil na-eliminate na si sharon galvez sa american idol. sayang! promising pa naman siya. pero ayos lang, parang sobrang na-impress naman niya yata si simon cowell, ang judge na may taste. hehe. sour graping eh. pero, totoo naman di ba? astig nga eh. kasi napanood niyo ba yung ad ng american idol. yung parang interview kay simon cowell? natuwa ako kasi nung sinabi ni simon na may 2 girls daw na may amazing talent, finlash yung audition video ni sharon galvez. hehe. iba talaga ang pilipino. hehe. sayang talaga. pero malay mo di ba, baka matulad siya kay george huff. natanggal na pero binalik pa rin dahil may nag-backout. sana. sana may mag-alok kay sharon ng isang recording contract. di ba? wala lang. ayos lang.

sa 24 na na-in sa american idol ito ang aking mga favorites: si mario vazquez (gwapo! galing pa kumanta!), si miracle baby (cute! tsaka galing kumanta!), si bald headed guy na sinabi ni simon na magaling siya at tinanong niya kung narinig na ba siyang kumanta ng tatay niya na hindi naniniwala sa kanya, tsaka si constantine na rocker, at yun lang. sa girls... hmmm... gusto ko pa rin si sharon galvez tapos gusto ko rin si perky cheerleader (kasi nakakatuwa lang siya panoorin. yung confidence niya sobrang... sobrang... something!) pati yung girl na nag-wear ng pink and green nung auditions. ayun lang.

siya nga pala huwag niyo na akong i-text kasi nawala yung celphone. ulit! as in! actually, hindi siya nawala. ninakaw.

ang dami kong dapat gawin pero parang walang time. at parang palagi na alng akong tinatamad. kaasar!

LORD, help us.

God speed y'all!